I have fantasies of tying people up and hearing their fear. I want to kill them and cut them open. It turns me on. I’m not sure why I’m like this. I have become more open about it but have only told my therapist that I don’t understand why murder is wrong. I don’t trust them enough. I really want to know what’s going on. I thought I had aspd but from what I know and have researched I know it’s not that.

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I have fantasies of tying people up and hearing their fear. I want to kill them and cut them open. It turns me on. I’m not sure why I’m like this. I have become more open about it but have only told my therapist that I don’t understand why murder is wrong. I don’t trust them enough. I really want to know what’s going on. I thought I had aspd but from what I know and have researched I know it’s not that.

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