I had this crush and he liked me to but I never made a move because I was to fucking scared to be embarrassed so while I was being a jerk he fell in love with my best friend I just wanted to scream idk why I'm sharing this but I just fucking hate myself for not saying anything like why bro and it's like I was standing there for freaking months and didn't say anything like

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I had this crush and he liked me to but I never made a move because I was to fucking scared to be embarrassed so while I was being a jerk he fell in love with my best friend I just wanted to scream idk why I'm sharing this but I just fucking hate myself for not saying anything like why bro and it's like I was standing there for freaking months and didn't say anything like

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