I had just been create on by my boyfriend at the time (the girl called me and told me all about it) either way I was 14 and the guy I los my v card too was the stepdad of the guys that create on me, so the stop dad(listas call him F) F found out of the situation and gave me confort and he was nice and gave me small gift and he was overall so nice and charming with me, so I fell in love with him we where otp while he was at work all day, then a couple months later my mother found out and acused his of r@ping me ( which wasn't true but because he was 18 years older that me to the law he had r@ped me) I feel in a deep depression, I tried to commit suicide 2 times, and then one day we where in the store and my mom saw him we where with my ouncle so they took me out the store, I just wanted to see him one more time, but I couldn't. Months go by he goes to trial and I found out he didn't get 10 years in jail like they were arguing he might get. I am now 16 in a healthy relationship, wishing him the best where ever he's at, because ik he's a good man and has a great future...❤

TW// self harm & suicide i’m known as the “perfect girl” with a “perfect life” by everyone. my parents are still together. there are literally no problems in my family, everyone gets along really well. we aren’t struggling with money. i have all A’s. i was accepted into one of the top private schools in my state. i’ve been on homecoming court and i’ve been elected for a position in the student council. my parents do everything they can to give me an amazing life. but for some reason i feel so sad. i don’t know why and i feel so selfish but i feel sad. i feel like everyone hates me and like they would be better off without me. everyone thinks i’m perfect and my friends even tell me that i’m “the only mentally stable person” that they know. i’m scared of telling anyone else this after it got out and got to my parents. but since this is anonymous i wanted to let it out. i self harm and i relapsed so many times. i attempted 3 times in the past 2 years. obviously it didn’t work and i don’t plan on doing it again for now but i have thoughts about it. it sucks. and i feel so hopeless and helpless even more since no one can see it. i know this is selfish but sometimes i wish people would try and understand and talk to me

• August 5, 2023