i feel like this is ridiculous but i don’t know how to tell anyone. i was 5-6 years old and he was 12-13. i don’t remember how old my other cousin was. maybe he just didn’t know it was wrong? i mean im 13 now and i know it’s wrong, but those were different times. the 12-13 year old cousin at the time always told me to kiss him. me being an innocent six year old, i kissed him on the cheek like i did to the rest of my family. he told me to on the mouth, so i did because it was normal to for my mouth, but i was weirded out that he did it for quite a few seconds when my mom just gave me a quick peck. he would make me kiss him so i could do anything. then one time, he showed me this picture of a woman and a man in their undergarments on a bed and asked me if i wanted to do that. i didn’t know what it was but i said no because i said i would get in trouble. if i said yes, who knew what could have happened. sure, he was twelve at the time, and this was like seven years ago, but maybe they never taught him that it was wrong? idk, but then i had this other cousin, and he knew i kissed my mom on the lips, and if i wanted anything, he would tell me i have to give him a kiss first. i didn’t know it was wrong. i didn’t know pushing him onto a bed was sexual and i thought everyone was laughing cause i was a strong six year old. my mom still has never found out, i would have told her if i knew this was sexual or something dangerous. but i didn’t know it was or would have thought it was since it was my family and i didn’t think my own family would do something like that. am I overreacting? and if im not, how would i even tell her?