I dont really hate my friends but i definitely dont like them I talk to them sometimes but theyre all extremely toxic and leave me out all the time. I’m in a friend group of 5 so its not uncommon to see 2 pairs of best friends hanging out without me. I don’t think they like me , not because i’m an attention seeker but they genuinely ignore me and leave me out. They’re pretty much the only friends I have and I HAVE to hang out with them or “I’m a traitor” . I don’t really talk to them besides when I have to; I don't want to either. They’re all friends with so many people and if i mess up once they’ll start talking about me behind my back. I regret ever becoming friends with any of them and now I can’t do anything about it.