I don’t know what to say. I cant describe what I feel; I’ve been feeling it for so long it’s like I just forgot. It’s like an empty feeling inside me that can’t be filled. I have a good life. I have a great boyfriend and awesome friends. I’m smart, pretty, funny, and have a good amount of money, but I feel so empty. Maybe it’s cause I grew up too fast or something, but I just want to quit. Not like end it, but take a break. Out of all the things I have, maybe I feel empty because I don’t have time. Everything is going too fast and im barely 13. Im turning 14 soon but I just want to stop. Im so scared of the future, the years are going so fast. I don’t know who to talk to even though I know everyone is there for me. What do I do? I cant stop time; im not magic. I feel like im such a waste. A waste of a pretty face and intelligence, like im never even gonna use it. What if I end up being nothing? I feel like there’s nothing I can do, like I’m being selfish asking for help even though I have a ton of people to help me. So to answer your question, I guess before I die I want people to know I was actually nothing the whole time.