I am just so tired of being poor.I can't be there for my mum or siblings.Everyone thinks I am doing great Cox the little I get I tend to help mum. Hough I get it through so much sacrifice. I sometimes think of selling my body to make it I am just so tired.

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I am just so tired of being poor.I can't be there for my mum or siblings.Everyone thinks I am doing great Cox the little I get I tend to help mum.
Hough I get it through so much sacrifice.
I sometimes think of selling my body to make it I am just so tired.

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