i am 15 years old since august and my kinda only ex ish is 16 since august also. that’s just facts i wanted to state. i was with this guy for a while but not officially or whatever bc i didn’t wanna feel extra guilty cause it was kinda a secret relationship from my mom and stepdad. everyone in my family knew except for a couple of my sisters and parents, his whole family knew. here’s a tiny twist, this was kinda like specifically said to not do. like my mom said specifically DO NOT EVER LIKE OR DAYE THIS GUY bc she didn’t want us to ruin the closeness of our families but i didn’t care a lot which i felt bad about. before we were a little thing we were really close friends and we’d talk everyday at school and text at home and whatnot. he would even tell me if he liked someone which he did while we were just friends but i liked him still. he always treated me awesome and like he was genuinely one of the only guys i trusted to keep my heart and head good bc i overthink for stupid things which a lot of people relate to. but he texted the other day maybe a couple weeks or so ago and he said “hey it’s been a minute” and so i replied hey yea it has been a while and i was honestly so excited to his name pop up on my screen. we ended things bc i didn’t tell my mom and he lied that he ended things cause he lost feelings just so i didn’t feel as bad but i still felt bad and i was fr fr gonna tell her like the next day but i was having a sleepover. he showed up at the girls house that i was having a sleepover at bc they’re cousins and he was with his dad. there’s literally just so much to say omg but i definitely regret not telling my mom bc i still constantly think about him even tho we ended everything including our friendship during close to summer