Here’s a Regret- So in like November of 2019 i was around 12 years old and i was at my grandparents house and i was reading, the bible. My grandma is very religious so i couldn’t have my phone at all or anything other then a bible. Then she comes inside to the room i was in on the phone(facetime) with my favorite cousin ever he was 26 i think and she was talking to him about something i wasn’t really paying attention. but she called my sister into the room to see him and talk to him cause he lives really far away so we could see him and so my sister goes and talks to him and when it’s my turn i hadn’t gotten up from reading in time to talk to him before he had to go back to work. i didn’t think much of it and went back to reading, fast forward January 17 2020 i come home from school to find my parents crying in silence in the kitchen to tell me that my cousin had khs. And i feel so much guilt every single day thinking, what if i’d talked to him? what if we had talked to him longer would he have stayed? and i hate myself for it every day because why didn’t i get up sooner?