back in August, i was with my now ex boyfriend. we were at his house and his mom was working. a few hours later his dad had to go pick up his brother. us being teenagers, they never had let us go to his room. so while they were gone he asked me if i wanted to see his room. i obviously didn’t think anything of it so i said yes. when we got to his room he closed the door and started to corner me to the bed. i still wasn’t thinking much of it but maybe like a makeout session. he was a completely different person all a sudden. then he started telling me how this is the perfect time to do the deed. and i kept telling him i wasn’t ready. he wasn’t listening. he went to his night stand a pulled out a condom, ripped it open, and told me that he can’t waste a condom. i still told him i wasn’t ready and he started to use the “you’re my girlfriend card on me” so finally i just laid there and let him do what he wanted. i still feel like it’s my fault but i froze in the moment and didn’t know what to do. now every time i see him i get this freezing moment in my body and feel sick.