As of February 2022 i'm 16 going to be 17 in may 2022. When I was about 10 years old maybe younger my older brother older than me by a year and half started being sexual towards me and asking for sexual favors. I was really young at the time and didn't see to much wrong with it; it got to the point where he'd ask to do sexual favors in exchange for buying me something small from the store. And I'd agree. This continued up until about 14, one of the few times he tried to get me to have s*x with him because it was before I'd gotten a period so "I couldn't get pregnant" luckily he couldn't get it to go in.... or else I would've lost my virginity to my brother.. He still slaps my *ss sometimes but he recently moved out to live with his internet girlfriend. My parents know and have known about what happened but nothing can be done or will be.

Ive never actually told anybody this I had an older friend when i was 10, she was 13 We were really good friends One day, she pulled me over to the side of the school yard and told me "My friend showed me this really cool site, its called pornhub its really hot". I didnt know what that ment at all, so i just said "cool" and went on with my day Later that year we had a sleepover, and she showed me the site while sitting next to me, and she said "if your parents come in just say we're watching anime" . We started watching videos, all of this was new to me and i didnt understand anything, i dont remember much, i dont remember what i was thinking at the time I wasnt disgusted, thinking about it now Later that night she started asking me if i wanted to play truth or dare, i was told to "hump" the bed and i didnt know what that ment but she showed me so i did As the night went on she started touching me more, and you can basically imagine what happened. She moved away a bit later, gave me her dog who had puppies and it still reminds me of her Im 15 almost 16 now and it still sickens me to think about it, ive struggled with the aftermath for so so long

• July 6, 2023