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i am in awe with my current boyfriend. he means so much to me, we’ve been so on and off constantly and frankly, i think he’s thinking about leaving again. little does he know i am a crazy bitch. i put an airtag on his car underneath the seat and left crystals in his room and car. i’ve casted spells, hexes, and curses on him to make him stay. i know it’s wrong but i can’t do this without him. i cant lose him again. i need advice. i know it’s unhealthy

February 26, 2023

I’ve been bsfs with a girl for 6 years and we were super close all through high school. But she got a bf and he was/is super toxic to her and me. For the last few months I’ve been avoiding seeing her because I don’t want to deal with them always fighting. He treats me horribly and is almost always the reason her and I fight. Recently she made it known she’s looking for new friends and I’m relieved. I can’t handle it anymore. I just had a party and reluctantly invited him too and the whole time he called me stupid infront of everyone. I love her to death but Ik she’d pick him over me, and I’m okay with that. I wish she just wasn’t my only friend. What should I do? I can’t handle the mental exhaustion but I don’t want to let her go.. but it seems like she’s ready to let me go

February 26, 2023

Some of my deepest secrets are that I used to cut my self without telling anyone ab it and im suicidal I stopped cutting but still have the attention to do it again and relapse again, no one knows what’s been going thru my mind or what I’ve done to myself , it’s very hard to keep up , I’m so tired of life and everything I get so annoyed easily, and my parents don’t make it worst honestly, js wanted to tell everyone that no matter what happens in life ull get thru this u matter in this world and these ppl that love u even if they don’t show it so stay here , stay till it’s ur time to go , please spread awareness of this and that mental health matters , u are important and u are loved please keep fighting ik things may get hard but u gotta keep up please these sm things u have to see and experience thru life!! Love u guys Sincerely ,M

February 26, 2023

I had a very bad childhood with tons of trauma, mainly my mom leaving my dad over false allegations. My dad decided to get me a cat to cheer me up when I was about 12 years old since he knew he couldn't see me for long. Had the cat for 5 years. She brought me so much joy and motivation. She reminded me of my dad. Turns out my mom cheated on my dad and left him for another guy. The guy ended up moving in years later. The guy hated cats since he had big dogs and 3 kids so my mom got rid of her a few days after my birthday. My mom knew how much she meant to me. The guy also claimed my cat attacked his 7 year old, my cat never even met his kids yet and she's the most precious kitty you'll ever meet... I miss her everyday and it breaks my heart as my dad passed thinking I still had a piece of him left, but now I have nothing...

February 25, 2023

This is a regret. My (ex?)boyfriend I think tried to attempt after I broke up with him. He was controlling and manipulative. But I still miss him. I have tried texting and calling him many times. I'm sure he just needs space. I have an awful gut feeling that's not why he's not responding. I only started texting him after I got this feeling. It's currently past midnight. I feel sick to my stomach. I don't know what to do. I really do miss him, I know some people will say that it's cause we just broke up, or it's hard to get over an abusive ex. This isn't the case, I genuinely, really do miss him. I honestly 100% do love him. I hope to God he's okay. If he doesn't respond by tomorrow night I'm probably going to drive to his house to check on him.. or call his mom or dad. I know I sound crazy.. I'm just terrified and confused.

February 25, 2023

When I was 16, I had a best friend who loved to hang out whenever I had time. One day I was so irritated from family problems that I shut her out for a week. I didn't think it was going to be a big effect on her, but I was wrong. After the week was over, I went to her house to apologize for my attitude. Her parents answered the door and told me she had committed suicide the day before. She was being bullied at school and the rest of her friends had spread rumours about several things that no one should ever go through. I was her last hope of happiness and I can never forgive myself for that. I miss her to this day.

February 25, 2023

when I was younger I had a neighborhood friend and almost every day I would go to her house and we would hang out. she had an older brother who was about 16 and I was probably about 12, one day he wanted to hangout with me and I kinda thought it was strange but my friend was busy doing her chores so I said why not. he took me into his room and kept asking if he could have sex with me and I didn't really understand what that meant and I kept saying no but he kept asking so I said yes. it's my biggest regret and I wish I could go back and tell my younger self to say no. I never went back to her house and my friend was confused on why I just stopped talking to her and they later moved out and haven't ever seen them since

February 25, 2023

My grandpa died in Nnovember 2019 and my grandma died november 2020. I don't know what to do. I realised I don't remember their voices. I would do anything right to just to hear them this one last time. I didn't had time to say goodbye to themm I fucking hate that i was to Łazy to go visit my grandma. I know she wasn't mad at me but I am mad at me for not visiting her. I don't know what to do.

February 24, 2023

There was a point in time where i was going to end it all and my friends saved me but they don’t understand that and i promised myself i wouldn’t do it because i cared for them too much and didn’t want to hurt them but now they’re drifting away from me and i can’t figure out why and all i want is to just have some people who care about me and stay and the thoughts are coming back as well and it’s getting hard like really hard

February 24, 2023

I once broke a boys heart and it was a mistake. Hear me out: I was insecure and I didn’t think that a boy like him could like me. I mean he was popular, smart, funny and I was just shy and introverted and I didn’t think I could live up to his image. Also, let’s just say that I didn’t grow up in the best family (they’re better now) and I grow to be isolated and never talked to anyone about my problems. What’s worse is that we went to the same high school after primary school, and I got to relive my mistake for the next 5 years. During that time, I did try to apologise to him but I was also extremely anxious but I tried ways to get around it like trying to write him a letter or sent him a DM on Instagram telling him that he could always talk to me. Sadly, he never responded. I was also stressed, depressed and anxious for a few months. I couldn’t do any work, I was unmotivated and I couldn’t stop but think of how much I was a monster that I did that. What do you guys think?

February 24, 2023