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My dad is ashamed of me. I know it. He’d never admit it but I know by the way he looks at me. I have Tourette’s and I see how he looks at me when I tic: he looks so angry and disappointed like he didn’t sign up for a neurodivergent kid. I also have ADHD and he’s so condescending whenever I can’t focus on things. I really do love him but I know there’s nothing I can do to make him proud of me for who I am and it hurts so fucking bad.

July 24, 2023

when my cousin was about 4 and i was 11 or so i had him like my genitals. (i'm a girl btw). i was just curious and didn't think it was bad or anything. after that, he said "my mom made me do that once too." i was shocked. i didn't tell anyone and i told him not to tell anyone about either situation. i still think about it to this day and wonder if he still remembers. he's nearly 10 so i am hoping he forgot about both incidents. poor kid.

July 24, 2023

almost three months ago I re-download snapchat so I could make some new friends. I added this one guy and we started talking. we flirted a lot. I feel stupid to admit I never asked for his age. he looked young ? I guess. I trusted him enough to have my location on. one day, my parents were at work and my brother was at school. he came over. he forced himself on top of me and he r@ped me. I blame myself everyday. I never wanted to lose my virginity at 14. he was 19. I still haven't told anyone.

July 24, 2023

last april, i was sleeping. all of a sudden i softly woke up. i felt someone touching me and to this day, i still havent told anyone. i dont know who it was either. but it still haunts me to this day.

July 24, 2023

I am 13 and I hate my parents. My mom is a religious woman. She always talks about me checking my heart or getting my life in check with God. I am not a Christian like her but I can't tell her because she would kill me (not literally). Recently, my mom got mad at me and tried to push down the stairs. My dad came running up and asked whay happened and my mom claimed I was throwing clothe hangers at her, which I never did such thing. My dad always takes her side and I hate it. Another time, I slipped on ice and ran into my dad car door, ACCIDENTALLY slamming his head in it. My dad picked me up by my shirt and slammed me on the car I still have bruises. My parents favrotize my older sister (we will call her Jamie) and my younger sister (we will call her Kelly). Kelly hits me and punches me all the time and even if my parents see it, they y'all at me for starting a fight. Jamie is also religious so they thunk she is perfect. I have an older sister (we will call her Kiara). Kiar is my beat friend. She isn't religious and she isn't a jerk like the rest of my family. My mom HATES kiara because I look up to her. My dad loves er nut because of my mom I don't get to see her very often. I have almost committed because I can't handle my family.

July 24, 2023

When I was 13, me and my friend went on one last walk together, I said goodbye to him, he said he was going to keep going. I told him to stay safe. We each had a gun for protection. Little did I know that was the last goodbye I had given to him. His mom called me a few hours later saying he had taken his own life. If I had kept going with him, he probably wouldn’t have been gone, he probably would’ve been around. I still remember he called me 20 minutes after saying his last words, “I have one bullet and I’m going to take it, I love you…”

July 24, 2023

I always put people before me because I don’t know how to deal with my own problems. It’s gotten to the point where I somehow attract lots of broken people and I hold in their burden and trauma. “Oh you’re such a good listener” or “you give the best advice” but I can’t even follow my own advice. I would like to have someone listen to my problems and not have to listen to everyone else’s problems. Now I’m scared to tell people about myself. No one really knows who or how I am as a person. I don’t want to listen to peoples sewerslide attempts, or their grievances. I know that makes me a horrible and selfish person, but I can’t continue to be onna call with someone who’s attempting sewerslide or listen to it. I’m just a teenager. A broken kid just like them, and they use me as their scapegoat to happiness. I like helping people, I do, but when I have to hear them saying sad things or see them do sad things, it drains the life, soul, and energy out of me. I feel so lifeless, and no one sees or gets that except my one person. I don’t want to listen to them be sad anymore. And I know that makes me a horrible selfish person I know.

July 23, 2023

About a year ago my cousin came over and me and him were watching anime in my room when my mom called me. My brother had just lost his room door for hacking into his crushes email so you could see right through. I was walking down the hallway and the closet door was shut. I walked in there and knocked and said “ What are you doing?” I heard shuffling and then my brother said oh me and ***** are playing dolls. I thought nothing about it and went on with my day. Literally two day later when both my sister and cousin left I stayed home because of cramps and my mom told me my brother had inappropriately touched my sister.. Turns out they weren’t playing dolls… I haven’t told my parents yet cuz there abusive and I don’t wanna get beatin

July 23, 2023

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July 23, 2023

Not being able to stand up for myself when i was younger. My dad abused me up until sophomore year of hs. I told my elementary school teacher and they just brushed it off. I was suicidal all throughout hs and both the hs and my parents brushed it off and even threatened me w a knife. Fast forward dec 2021, i tried to commit. My parents thought i was attention seeking. Feb 15, 2022- i asked my dr for anti depressants and anxiety meds— my mom is still degrading my mental health and told me to not take the meds— I’m 23. What do i do.

July 23, 2023