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When I was 7 my sisters came from Colombia, they stayed with me and my family and keep in mind Im only 7 i don’t know much about sex. The 5 night of them staying at my house they called me over to the room they were staying in, they were half naked , they asked me to start touching them and I did become they threaten me with something so fucking dumb. And i did what they asked and then they started touching me in places were no 7 year old should be touched. Then they proceeded to make me watch porn with them. I never told my mother but I told my father. He didn’t give two fucking shits abt what happened to me.

March 19, 2023

when i was 7 a girl in my neighborhood frequently played “house” with me. she was 13-15. pretty sure you know where this goes. she would do things to me that i didn’t understand. she did it to other kids around the neighborhood. then one day i was tired of it i wanted to play another game. she pulled my hair so hard that it ripped out pieces after that time. she forced me to come outside and she acted innocent to my mom and grandparents. until my dad got custody. i haven’t seen her since.

March 19, 2023

Hello, all my life I’ve been bigger than most kids i was the chunky kid i was the fat kid and you would think growing up you can escape any negative comments from class mates or random people while home or being around family but for me that wasn’t the case at all. I grew up in a Caribbean house hold and they are to blame for the way i am now. My mother used to force me to go and play soccer with my stepdad and his friends please understand i was only in the 7th grade so i was around 12/13 and she would always try and force me to go play soccer with grown men yes I’m a big girl but that doesn’t mean i should have been forced to go and play soccer with these grown men and these men were very aggressive. Also growing up my family used to talk down on me and call me names my mom was “never able to find clothes my size “ and the older i got i realized she never really took the time to do it because when i was with her i was ALWAYS able to find something so since that was her excuse for everything i literally started doing it on my own whenever i had the money for it or was able to buy it. my mom would always compare her self to me because she was smaller than me and would say stuff that would really hurt my feelings she would tell me that I’m not sexy and compare me to big animals like a elephant or bear stuff like that. My grandma always brought up death or being a diabetic whenever she Was trying “to help” my aunt and her family literally used to brutally pick on me they would purposely embarrass me infront of company or in front of other kids. My used to be step dad bff used to always call me fatty he never would call me by my real name this man was always insulting me and everyone elects expected me to just brush it off. This has made my life so hard i try every day to fit in but i don’t have anyone who can relate to me nor do i have any one i can just talk too about it i keep everything bottle up. I’ve also attempted to unaligned myself on multiple occasions but it was never successful because i always woke up the next day even though i wasn’t supposed too my life is a daily struggle everyday and i just honestly don’t know what to do any more about it.

March 19, 2023

I was raped 3 times, My cousin raped me when I was 12. My ex forced me to have sex at gun point at 16 ( didn't think it was rape at the time, thought it was my fault for saying no to my boyfriend) And ( another one I didn't think was rape till I learned more about consent ) I got drunk and passed out and woke up to a 28 year old man raping me I was 17. I honestly feel numb when ever I have sex .

March 18, 2023

In the 8th grade, I completely sucked at Crafts. For our term assignment, we were given the parts to build this toy car thing. My car did not work at all. We had to race it and the teacher would grade each car. I knew my engine fucked up, so I just replaced the shell of the sample model car my teacher had with mine, and raced the sample. Swapped it back right after. In the end the final examinations screwed me over but I still managed to pass the class though.

March 18, 2023

My “friends” always end up falling for the same guys I do, and they always choose my friend over me. But since they always choose them over me, I like to break the relationship from the inside. My friends trust me with their secrets and I obviously know they person they are with, so I feed them terrible things that they say about each other. So over time I destroy the relationship from the inside and make them break up and resent each other. Basically I break up my friends relationships from the inside and ruin both of their reputations, but they never would suspect me because I’m their friend. I also am a huge gossip. Everyone trusts me with their secrets, but I go around and spill them all. And not some secret like oh she was so mean, secrets like she fucked that girls boyfriend and she got pregnant. have no resentment because it can never be traced back to me. I don’t know if I should regret telling everyone each other’s secrets, but I never feel guilty.

March 18, 2023

my friend that i trusted with my life lied behind my back. let me explain. we had met in our science class and became really close. at the time i was a lesbian and questioning my gender, my mental health also wasn’t the best. he had asked me out and we dated for a bit. his exact words when he asked me out was “i wanna date you to fix your mental health.” he was bisexual. he always cuddled me and i always felt so awkward. i decided to use a h0rniness act but we never did anything. i get like oh teenage hormones, but i’m not like that.. never and still not. then i realized i was trans and he said he would support me forever. we did break up but stayed friends. while we were dating i had so many panic attacks because i felt bad i didn’t like him. i remember being at his house, and correcting him about my pronouns, he was like i’ll just call you he as your name. that really hurt. i then ended the friendship 4 months later because he was really hurting my mental health and felt like it wasn’t a working out and he was toxic. i now hear that he’s homophobic and transphobic, he lied about being gay. i do miss him a lot though, too much. i really regret that and think about it daily.

March 18, 2023

When I was 13 on a family trip in Reno, I was really bored so I asked my dad to use his phone, as I had no phone back then. I accidentally pressed the search history and what I saw kind of made me suspicious. I checked his messages then realized that he has been meeting up with this woman, and I am sure that it wasn’t just for a friendly meetup or anything like that. He was cheating on my mom. My mom has no job and didn’t even graduate middle school, so I knew it would be hard for her to get a job, especially because she also needs to take care of my 8 year old brother. So I decided not to say anything. It’s been two years and I still haven’t told my mom.

March 18, 2023

I currently have COVID and I’m quarantined in my room. I’m boosted and everything so I don’t have any symptoms after the original day, but I have been testing positive that it’s assumed I’ll have to wait the whole two weeks. I sit in my room alone, all day. I cry because I am so stressed with how much I’m missing at school and the fact that I’ll miss my sister’s graduation and party. They’re going to go to a restaurant with all my extended family I haven’t seen in a long time, and I just will sit at home. It’s selfish, but I just really want to go and see my sister give her graduation speech. I am missing work in school I don’t even know how I’ll be able to makeup and none of my teachers are responding. No one even comes by my small room door to even talk to me so I just sit alone and cry or sleep. I can hear my family having so much fun, when I am basically starving myself because it’s too embarrassing to ask for food. Plus my room is very small so I’m hardly moving so I’m not even hungry anyways. I feel claustrophobic and helpless, it’s stupid. I just want to hug someone or talk to someone, I feel like I’ll just die here and no one will care.

March 18, 2023

One time when I was about 21 I was sleeping at about 5:15 because I saw my clock I hear my Aunt come up the stairs. (It was a family Reunion so we were all in the same house) I see my door knob turning so I fake sleep. I then hear her over my bed, she was there for 5 minutes so I open my eyes and see a barrel pointed at my forehead. She never had kids because of a disease or some sort I never understood. She then proceeded to say the words “ Why couldn’t I have one” My father who was sleeping in the same room opens his eyes and tackles her to the ground. No doubt one of the most scariest moments of my life.

March 17, 2023