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So basically I think I’m in love with my old best friend. Him (14 M) and I (13 F) were really close when we were young. We practically grew up together. I’ve known him since I was 2. A few years ago, his family moved from nyc to nj. We went from seeing each other almost every day to only like once a month. He’s always been good with kids, he makes me laugh, we have banter, and puts on this tough exterior but when no one’s around, he’s really sweet. I think about him almost every day. But I barely see him anymore. If I do, it’s for 2 days max. I really like him but I don’t know how to tell him. The way I see it, we’re both so young, we live in different states. It’s not like anything can happen. But still…I wonder what it would be like

March 26, 2023

I started hurting myself again, after I had promised my friends I would stop. When they ask how I’ve been doing I always lie and say I haven’t hurt myself in over a year and have been getting better at eatin. They only want to help, but I can’t handle the shame of having to admit I haven’t been honest with them after they have always been honest with me. So every time I see them I just ignore the pain in my shoulders and legs and pretend to be ok. They are good people that are very understanding, it is simply guilt that keeps my lips sealed.

March 26, 2023

My older brother died at the age of 1, one year before I was born. This was because of a horrible mistake done by 3 different individual doctors. They all did the same mistake. After finding out how they messed up and after my brother died, one of my parents killed one of the doctors. Noone was charged. I always wanted to go to therapy and talk about this however I can’t because this is one of the very very few cases where the therapist has to tell the police, and obviously that’s not what I want. I honestly don’t know who I could tell this because everybody would probably run to the police..

March 25, 2023

I’ve forgotten what it’s like to feel any sort of real emotion, or how to process anything correctly. From as far I can remember my dad was an alcoholic that hurt my family for years. This led to him having a traumatic brain injury then leading to a stroke. And through all of this he still kept the same stubborn ass of an attitude throughout. I had to turn of my emotions pretty much from a young age. I thought that if young me was not seen crying and always smiling that my mother and brother wouldn’t always cry over what was happening. Sadly now, all I have is to much anger to be healthy and I always have to force a smile on my face. I’m gonna keep going of course because my family still needs me, but idk, it just hurts man, and it just keeps hurting.

March 25, 2023

I used to snap one of my guy friends a lot we used to talk about the problems we had and helped each-other through those moments. It’s been about an year and we haven’t talked about anything since. He actually helped me a lot but I definitely miss talking like how we did before. I mean we still snap and talk every now and then but not like before. Debating whether to let him know about this.

March 25, 2023

Here is mine and I want to speak on the dangers of porn. Ok so i was like 12 when this happend i got into fapping into porn like stepmom and family and i was little and i thought it was real so i had a little sister which was like 5 and i one day put my penis inside her asshole but didnt do nothing just put it inside her and she was just laying down but she didnt know what i was doing but then im like what am i doing this is wrong. i am now 14 and she is 7 and i just always remember that memory when she smiles at me whenever she sees me i feel so bad i feel hella mad and sad i am now 3 weeks strong and i sometimes feel like they should kill me for it. This what porn does to a child

March 25, 2023

When I was 8 my step brothers started to touch me inappropriately. When our parents use to leave the house they used to make me do yk... one day when I was about 10 my step brother tried to make me do it again and I said no he then went to the kitchen and pulled a knife on me and said do it or he'd end it.....I still haven't told anyone and I'm now 15.

March 24, 2023

I tried to kill myself back in 2020 and i think about it every day. it bothers me everyday. all i think about is the guilt because of how my family felt and how i upset them. i think about doing it all over again everyday. i felt worse not succeeding, it was embarrassing. i have to deal with the thoughts and it just makes me want to do it again more. i feel like i’ll be like this forever and it’s making me lose hope.

March 24, 2023

My deep secret is when I was in class five i had a best friend she’s my bestie then when I was in class six I had a boyfriend me and friend go to is house together most time but I after sometime I notice that my boyfriend started to give attitude so I told my best friend about it she said it’s normal thing that happens sometimes in a relationship so after some month me and the guy breakup so one day I was on my way to the mall so I see my ex boyfriend car outside immediately I sight it I feel shy so I when inside one public toilet to put on my makeup as I step inside the mall I said my ex boyfriend with my bestie mother I was surprised like how did they no each other I kept quiet so I started picking what I want to buy as I put my eye up I saw them kissing I was like what the fuck Immediately I get home i text my best friend mother and send her the pictures that I snap she was surprised but I don’t care I use that pictures to collect more than 1 million dollars in her hands so after that I don’t no how my friend get that am blackmailing her mother she came to my house we had and argument and fight during that argument she tell me that she slept with my ex boyfriend and me I have anger issues I take the flowers vase on the table and hit her head immediately she fainted she’s still in coma and it’s all most 9 months now I just got back from prison well I don’t regret hurting but I regret breaking the innocent flower vase but my biggest happiness is her father have divorce her mother

March 24, 2023

I'm 15 now ,I've have been through so much ,but i still think of the day my dad killed my dog by hanging him at the tree, I could hear the dog like begging for his life and crying , I tried to stop my dad but I couldn't.. I just stood there helpless, crying, seeing how the man who was supposed to make me feel safe ,made me feel terrible and seeing how my little four-legged best friend who was always there for me closing his eyes and knowing that I will never feel his joy again . I feel so bad to this day .I feel like it's my fault cause I couldn't stop him .I couldn't help my little buddy ,while he helped me at all the ways a person could be saved .

March 24, 2023