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When i was 12 years old my dad got cancer and i thought that hes going to be well so when he asked to spend time with him on his last moments i didn't since i just wanted to play games. Then one moring he wasnt feeling well we called ambulanse for him and my dad wanted to tell me something and i sayed he can tell me at the hospital when we go meet him and then we started fighting over some stupid stuff. I wanted to say sorry at the hospital but when we went to visit him he had died hour before we got there. After that the following half year was hardest in my life. I got depression and worst of all i started to sleep very bad and seeing really realistic dreams were my dad was still alive and was saved by some miracle then i always woke up and realized that he wasnt Alive. And that is My biggest recreat not lisening My father and fighting with him before he died.

April 17, 2023

My step dad was an alcoholic. I’ve seen him kick the baby swing with my baby brother in it. I’ve seen him drag my mom off the steps with my baby sister in his arms. He’s broken so many things. I have so many pictures of broken family frames and of broken doors or windows. He can’t control his anger and takes it out on us. He breaks my moms phone whenever she tries calling for help. She’s had a total of 11 phones sense being with him. He’ll self harm to get pity from her. He’s a grown adult and acts like a child. He used to be the best role figure but he’s going down the drain. He had a rough childhood and we try helping him but we get screamed at or he’ll threaten to hurt us. It started when I was 12 and I’m 17 now. I don’t want to live with my mom because he’s there. I’m terrified of him…but I love my mom and my siblings and I don’t want them to go through with this. He’s been kicked out multiple times and says he’ll change but whenever he’s stressed he goes back to all that stuff…. I don’t know what to do.

April 17, 2023

My dad SA me when I was 2. My mom left him and got with a new guy and he did the same thing when I was 6 or 7. My brothers tried to have sex with me and one would make me suck his balls when I was 8. They are 5 years older than me. And now I cringe at the touch of anyone and I freak out if someone hugs me. I'm scared of every man bc they might hurt me bc my family did why wouldn't a stranger. I've never told anyone. And I feel like no one will ever love me because I'm too damaged.

April 17, 2023

Two of my good friends, one guy and one girl, were both repeatedly raped as children by the pastors of their churches. Same state, different churches. The girl's pastor was her father. No one else knows. A former co-worker I'd known for about half an hour told me about an inoperable tumor on her spine that keeps her in constant pain so she's always doped up on pain meds. It also causes incontinence, so she wets the bed almost every night. I was born with one of those faces that says, "please, tell me something incredibly personal I have no idea how to appropriately respond to." It's an uncomfortable honor.

April 17, 2023

On Dec, 1 2020 I was stayed at my best friend #1 we were on phone with our friend and our friend was saying im sorry then next thing we heard gunshot and we realized what's happening and we called cops to check what's going on.. Few hour later...they called us to let us know that she died. That's my one of trauma...its so sad. After that situation happened. I still can hear that gunshot. Fly high beautiful angel she through some tough patches. She got cancer and had go through some bullies #cancersucks #stopbully

April 17, 2023

I’m a 30 year old man. When I was 5-6 my parents hired a baby sitter for when they went out. I remember one night it was time for bed, he was laying next to me. He asked me “Do you want to see a magic trick?” I said yes. He then pulled the blankets down and showed me he erect P*nis. He then said watch the magic trick and finished himself to completion. He did it a few more times. I remember my parents, me and him were sitting there one day and I said “ hey show my mom and dad your magic trick.” He acted like he didn’t know what I was talking about. Every time I tried to say something about it, he would tell me shhh and that later that day he told me “it’s our secret.” I wish I could find that man today... I wish so badly I could ask him why he did that. I was just a small boy.

April 16, 2023

i have my dads personality. i hate it so fucking much. i got his humor, his ability to make people smile but i also got his anger issues. my anger issues are so bad and i can never control them. i hate myself and even sh just so then i can take the anger out on myself and not other people. i seriously thing i should see a doctor or something but my parents chose to ignore it.

April 16, 2023

About a year ago my cousin and I moved into dorms in a college town just north of where we grew up. He lived down the street from me with some friends. A few months later, his dad calls me. I don’t talk to that uncle very often, but I didn’t answer cuz I was on the way to work. Work sent me home 10 min later, I forgot about the call and went home. Late that night, my mom called saying that my cousin had been murdèrēd. Turns out, my uncle had called me to go check on my cousin. This would have been right before his roommate kîlled him. None of them blame me, but had I just picked up the phone, I would have been there. His roommate wouldn’t have spiraled and he’d be here

April 16, 2023

It’s not really a confession it’s more like a story, but I feel in love with a boy two years older than I am. Recently he had passed away in a car accident, after a week of his passing I found out I was pregnant and told his best friend. When I told him he said that that one night I was with him I was really drunk and that it wasn’t my bf I had slept with and that it was him. I have never felt more broken knowing that this baby isn’t his.

April 16, 2023

I need to tell my best friend that I like her its not easy because she has a bf but she acts like she wants to date me sending me like I love you and videos of like girls dating and stuff saying it could be us so yeah........

April 16, 2023