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My grandma passed away Dec. 2020. She had suffered a fall but was healing and in the hospital for PT. I had gone to the hospital the night she got hurt but didn’t see her again till the last night she was alive. I had the opportunity to see her before that night but didn’t because I felt that I had just seen her. The last night that I saw her, she wasn’t in the best mental state, and not herself, I ended up leaving the hospital right before she died. So, I wasn’t there when she passed, and I could’ve seen her before then but chose not to. I’ll regret it forever.

May 8, 2023

I’m depressed. I fake being happy constantly. It’s been affecting me at my job, with my relationships, and most importantly it’s causing me to be lazy in my relationship with my fiancé. She asks me to spend time with her and I just don’t want to. It’s nothing that she’s done, it’s just I feel like I’ve ruined her. I took her virginity, taught her this lazy ways of life, exposed her to things she would have never done if she hadn’t known me. Her own family disowned her because she chose me over them. I’m not a bad guy. I love her with all my heart. I try to be the best I can be for her but now i feel empty. I wish I would die so she could truly have a better life.

May 7, 2023

I regret cheating on my ex. He was the only one that loved me unconditionally and despite all my flaws and mistakes i made. he loved me so much but i wasn’t good enough for him and i ruined his trust, his perception of love, and got him really suicidal. i never met anyone else that loved me as much as he did and i probably never will. i also regret taking my best friend for granted. during quarantine my mental health went to shit and i would dump all my problems onto him without thinking about how he’d take it. i was super selfish and ungrateful and one day he just got tired of me and left, which i don’t blame him for. if i got the chance i would tell them im sorry for how i treated them, although they probably wouldn’t forgive me. i hurt a lot of people because i was hurt, and that’s never an excuse. since all that’s stuff 2 years ago i’ve struggled to love myself and forgive myself for my past. it’s caused me a lot of anxiety and depression and probably and undiagnosed personality disorder, but it’s probably my karma for treating the people im supposed to care about like shit. im a horrible person and i don’t deserve anything good at all lmao.

August 7, 2023

so all my life i’ve been treated horrible by boys. tossed around and used. all of my relationships have been on and off and just consisted of the guys taking advantage of my love and only talking to me when it’s convenient for them. i’ve never had a relationship that wasn’t like this. there’s this guy that’s really likes me and he’s liked me for a while. but i don’t like him. but every time another boy hurts me i go back to him, just because i know he’ll be there. it kills me, it really does, because i know how it feels. and i’ve tried to give him a chance and i’ve tried to like him but i just can’t. (but keep in mind, he’s kinda manipulative and guilt trips me a lot and tbh i wouldn’t want to bring that into a relationship) he’s just better as a friend. i’ve let him know this but he still continues to try for me. i always ditch him when a guy comes around. i know it kills him but idk how to stop the cycle. i don’t want to stop communication completely bc i know that’ll hurt him, but i also don’t want to keep doing this. and idk if he’s put it together what i’m doing or not. i just hope he finds his worth and moves on.

May 7, 2023

When I was 13 years old I went on a camping trip with my cousin, his family, and my little brother. The first night I got so homesick so he told me to stay in the room that he was sharing with his little brother and my brother. He wanted to prank my brother and his brother. And I said ok. We’re teenagers I thought it would be fun/funny. but a couple minutes after when I asked him what he wanted to do for the prank on them he said to forget it. After a couple minutes, my life changed. He kissed me. And he touched me in inappropriate ways. My body was just in shock I couldn’t do anything. I was only 13 and he was 15. After the situation happened, all he did was put the blame on me for everything, he kept asking why I did that to him. The next day he wanted to talk about what happened. And he wanted to “recreate what he did” all he did was kiss my cheek. I wouldn’t let him kiss me. The last day we were staying there he told me that he felt uncomfortable being around me. And I asked him what he wanted me to do about it. He told me to kiss him again. Now I’m 15 and he’s 17. I still haven’t talked to him to this day, and hope I never will. The day after I came back home I was at a restaurant with my grandparents. They knew something was wrong from the minute I came home. I had to tell someone. Even tho he told me not to. But I ended up telling people what happened. After so many court dates and so many tears. I won my battle. The truth was to come out about what he did. Because he knows it was wrong and disgusting. And I’m not sorry for the pain that I’ve caused him, because he was the one who put his hands on me. He was the one who kissed me after I told him no. I didn’t do anything but the RIGHT thing.

May 7, 2023

I met a guy at a theme park and instantly fell in love so did he we loved eachother so much, we ended up dating but didn't last long we both still had feelings for eachother and didn't know what to do, it's been a year and we still love eachother but he has a gf Andi don't know what to do becuase I don't want to move on. And I don't know if I should keep trying iwth him or just give up but I don't want to give up on him

May 7, 2023

One of my biggest regrets is being a bitch to my ex and I mean when we were together I feel so bad looking back at it, it makes me so sad that I was like that towards someone I loved but I wasn’t ok at that time I was going through a lot of shit. But that’s not excuse to what I put him through and I wish I could apologize but he blocked me on everything even tho we were cool after we broke up and it just sucks yk becuz we like each other best friends and he accepted all the apologizes I said at the time he’s such an amazing person and I took that for granted and he moved on… with my ex bff….. but wtv that’s why I don’t want to talk to him in person it just bugs me becuz i don’t have the courage to do it but I’m happy for him and he’s happy with her and I try to be nice to him but seeing with her really ticks me off but I try not to show it and she is really just a bitch I’m sorry but it’s true I tried asking her some nice and shi and she posted bad about me and it’s like girl ur in Highschool what the hell r u doing.. but yes that’s one of my regrets

May 6, 2023

My regrets? Well I regret a lot. I guess I can say my biggest regret is my best friend. Ever since I saw her I’ve had this HUGE crush on my her like, super big. I love her so much. She’s in a happy relationship and so am I. Trust me, I would never trade my boyfriend for anyone in the world, but I do regret never telling her. Who knows? I think we would have been pretty good together since we know so much about each other and we just… clicked!! She’s so pretty and cool; She’s got this awesome personality. I love her hair, her eyes, the way her nose just fits perfectly on her face, her freckles, her smile, the way she laughs, the way she talks, everything! But I know it’ll never happen, we’re still really good friends, however, I know it probably wouldn’t work out, wish I could tell her. What should I do?

May 6, 2023

Two years ago my best friend committed suicide. We hadn’t talked for like a month because of a fight we had. I found out through a mutual friend of ours. His death absolutely broke me. The very last thing I said to him was “I fucking hate you”. Now every day I regret that being the last thing. I regret not telling him I love him. I regret not telling him he was the most important person to me. I miss him every day. I have no idea how to properly let go of him. I have a nightmare every night about him. I can’t seem to let him go and it’s only hurting me worse. I haven’t been able to go through the full mourning process as I’m stuck in a loop of pain. Please can someone tell me how to stop this nightmare and be able to finally let him go?

May 6, 2023

I just want to end it man, i have no freinds and I feel unwanted, most nights when everyone’s asleep im up just crying in bed and I get tired of living everyday the same. I’m skinny and I get made fun of legit everyday from everyone and I just laugh it off when really I’m just tired and bummed by it. I act like this confident guy on the outside when all the time I’m just overthinking in my head and I have constant anxiety. Idk what I’m going to do.

May 6, 2023