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I was in love with this boy. I met him, I'm pretty sure, my 8th grade year. He had absolutely no interest in me but i still talked to him. At one point i got tired of it and told myself i wasnt going to message him and if he cared about me then he would message me. Well he didnt until he saw me a couple months later. Fast forward like 2 years and its my sophomore year of highschool. I was still talking to this dude and he finally asked me out. I ended up sneaking out to hang out with him and i had my first kiss. Then one day i was hanging out at his house and he wouldnt stop doing things to me. He ended up raping me and to this day even though its been 2 years i never say he raped me. Because a part of me wanted it too. But it happened after like a month of dating. Remind you i had my first kiss when he asked me out so i literally went from not even kissing anybody to not being a virgin within a month. All i say to people now that ive accepted it is that he SA’ed me but he raped me. Thats the flat out truth. And ive never told anyone

May 23, 2023

Idk if I regret this but I’ve been talking to this guy since last summer and my sister has a crush on him and I was just her wing man until he started to like me and he’s 2 years older than me nothing illegal but I feel bad bc she liked him first. Me and him have done some stuff too and now I’m starting to realize he just used me but I’m too attached and I can’t let go, it’s not easy so I either want to find a way for him to love me back or get him to be with my sister so then I’ll loose felling

May 23, 2023

The only reason I haven’t committed yet is so my brother doesn’t have to see another one of his siblings go that way. His half brother committed when he was 17 and I’m 17 now. He blamed himself and became an alcoholic and got in a horrible accident that put him in jail and rehab for drunk driving. He’s better now, but I’m his baby sister. I would never forgive me if I were him. I love everyone in my life but I truly stay for him.

May 23, 2023

I got my phone taken a lot when I was younger and when it happened it was gone for like 6 months at a time. One time it was taken and my little cousins came over so my dad got out his IPad so they could play on it. My mom hid it on top of some cupboards so they wouldn’t be on it their whole trip and I found it and took the IPad. I only used it to keep my streaks and stuff on snap and play games and i hid it under my bed so it was easy to get to. No one really noticed it was gone so I kept using it and eventually got my phone back so I didn’t need the ipad anymore. I put it under a canvas in my closet and occasionally got it out but now I don’t use it anymore so it’s just sitting at the top of my closet. I feel bad bc my dad bought a new one and sometimes spends his time looking for the one I took. I don’t know how to give it back though.

May 22, 2023

i was being consistently love bombed and ignored and being used simply just for amusement from my body, he broke up with me on my moms birthday and the next day came over for no reason to say bye. he was here for ab 5 minutes and asked for a “high five”?? the next day we had school and my principle and school counselor sent me to the hospital and i got sent into a facility. after i heard he came up to my brother apologizing profusely i was so happy. i want him to feel as guilty as i felt that i wanted to die. is that bad of me. am i a bad person? i hope he comes back sometimes, i loved him but he always loved another. i just want him to be sorry. in all honesty, i do not think in any way he truly is

May 22, 2023

when I was 14 I I had a bf, the relationship started off great but as we were together longer he expected more from me, and when I didn't give him what he wanted he would threaten me or my family or friends, I was so scared of this because I went through alot of childhood abuse and arguing was the core of that and I never wanted to make my bf angry. but there was one time that I brought up breaking up with him because I couldn't handle the relationship at that point.. but he slapped me and right there in my very own bed he r@ped me. I didn't know what to do, I was to scared to even move. he left the room, leaving me in puddles or blood and sweat. after that I just kinda turned to s3× for my escape, thinking that it would make me feel less guilty for what happened. I never told anyone that..

May 22, 2023

When I was in 6th grade I always had friends always smiled and made everyone laugh but behind I was getting $exually assaulted and I didn’t know how to tell anybody because I knew no one would listen now that I’m in 8th grade I regret not telling anyone what happen I was r*ped in 7th grade by an 10th grader and no one believed me everyone told me to go die and Kms and that I don’t belong on this earth here I am still alive and going thru hell but in person I look like the happiest person alive but I still get touched and body shamed by guys girls out there listening I want to tell you don’t be afraid to fight back.

May 22, 2023

I almost died when I was a kid due to an issue with my intestines. Basically they stopped working and I was literally a week or so away from dying at 6 years old. Eventually we figured it out and I’m somewhat better now, but the medical bills because of what happened then and what’s happening now are really really expensive. It causes a lot of problems between my parents and I and I constantly feel guilty for all the problems my health causes…so my secret is that sometimes I think it would’ve been easier for both me and my family if I had actually died back then.

May 22, 2023

My biggest regret huh? I mostly regret one day. I was laying in bed with my twin sister when we were 6. Our family was poor so we had to share a bed, we didn’t mind though. The day went on like normal until late at 7pm my father came home and started screaming at my twin (Olive) while my brothers tried to protect us. My brothers left us for one moment when they thought the heat was cooled down. But as soon as they left my father headed to the kitchen and came out with a knife. I was right next to Olive. One move and she would have been with me to this day. But yet I was too slow. Because all I was thinking about was following my brothers. As I was about to leave the room my father pushed past me and stabbed Olive one foot away from me. My father is in prison and I live with my brothers. I still haven’t gotten over it to this day. It’s not my fault and I know it but I was so close…

May 22, 2023

(USING SPACING BECAUSE IT SAYS AT LEAST. 350 CHARACTERS) I have thoughts about seriously hurting people but I don’t actually do it. Like I’m not that insane to do it . I think just having the thoughts save me from being a menace and danger to my fellow civilians .

May 22, 2023