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a few years ago I was sexually assaulted. For so long I felt ashamed and that it was my fault I let it happen, that I was a slut. I finally admitted to myself that it wasn’t my fault, my regret is for letting myself think that way and hate myself for it when I was forced to do something I didn’t want to do. I’ve spent years isolating myself from the world to never go through it again, I regret that mostly.

August 2, 2023

So I try to be strong and help my friends no matter what. If they are in pain I do my best to help them out, if they are on the edge of doing something that will hurt them I push them back, if they need advice I give the best advice I can. The problem is I feel lonely. And it's starting to where me down its making it hard to keep them happy when they are sad. I feel like I have nobody to turn to. But I don't want them to feel bad for me or try to help because other then being lonely there is nothing wrong. Well there might be but I'm not going into that right now. All im saying is my secret is I'm fucking dieing inside.

August 2, 2023

I don’t know what to feel honestly, I have this friend that I grew up with and she was the best person ever. Over time we would tend to form a somewhat close friendship and we both started getting feeling for each other, but I never really tried to advance since I didn’t want to hurt the friendship. Over the next 4 years I saw her slowly begin to drift off, so I tell her about my feelings and she said that she wasn’t ready for a relationship. Half a year later she starts to date my best friend and apparently they had been talking for a while now, at least a couple years by then, so I’m mad at myself for not taking the chance when I could. I do wish for success in their relationship, but I still have mixed feelings when I sit with her alone sometimes.

August 2, 2023

I was sexually abused by multiple family growing up at age 14 I engaged in consensual inappropriate acts with a cousin and step brother even tho it was consensual and I stopped it. I always felt like I took something from Them even when they have attempted to do it again. I’ve never been able to tell anyone. Not even my therapist. Now that we’re older we never bring it up we go about our lives I always have the urge to ask. I feel so guilty some days I want to end it.

August 2, 2023

I still cry about my dad. I haven’t seen him for about 3-4 years now, and I regret what I did before my parents separated again. My dog had just been in an accident and was dying. I was breaking down while cleaning the blood off the floor. I know my dad was just trying to comfort me, but I still yelled at him. He rode off on his bike, and after that I distanced myself from him a little. I hope I can see him again, but it might not happen.

August 1, 2023

When I was about 10 or 11, I killed a cat, my father had abused me up until then, one day he came home drunk and angry about work. After he was done beating on me I ran outside to hide in our wash way, I found a baby kitten there and when I looked at the kitten I was so filled with anger I just lashed out. That was almost 20 years and I've never harmed another animal in my life, I haven't spoke to my father in 15 years, what I did still haunts me today, I wish I could go back and fix it...

August 1, 2023

before I write this out, I want everyone to know I love my mom, no matter what. But recently, I found out she wanted to "sell me" to one of her friends for a couple hours. I never thought I'd have to know that kind of information. well, I'm about to have a baby girl and I'm so torn. I love my mom and I want to trust her around my girl but knowing what I know now it's hard. I don't know what to do.

August 1, 2023

So when i was younger my parents got divorced and i didnt know why my mom didnt want to tell me why my parents broke up becuase she didnt want me to think different of my dad but when i got older i noticed my dad was very rude to my mom about things but then a year after they broke up my dad got a girlfriend and my mom got a boyfriend and my moms now engaged and we would see my dad gf and her 2 kids all the time until covid came then we didnt see them for about a year then we saw them and it was kind of weird then like 2 months later we saw them again and seince then we have not seen them and ive seen my dad texing other women and saying i love you and i relized hes cheating on his gf and other people and its still going on and thats when i relized why my parents broke up

August 1, 2023

i pooped like a few minutes ago and it felt amazing. I felt like i could express my feelings in this app, about pooping! it was one of the best poops iv had ever. I want some advice from the app how to wipe my butt cus when i went back to go pee i pulled my underwear down and i saw poop stains. So can u help me tik tok? bruh why it say i need at least 350 character

July 31, 2023

I’m the one who forced my mom out of my life she did drugs and i yelled at her for it and told her she was a horrible mother and that i never wanted to see her again and i even told her to kÿś. i feel awful and blame myself for the whole situation. it’s gonna be 2 years on march 14th since i moved away from her house. I miss her and actually recently invited her to my graduation and hearing her voice broke me. Should i not have done it? idk anything anymore. It just hurts. please never take advantage of having a good mom.. bc losing one hurts like a b*tch

July 31, 2023