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I almost have been raped. I was 10 and he was 13! We were both below the age of consent. He was my neighbor. He was using the excuse of "Can I hang out with [younger brothers name]" just to see me. He would slap my @$$ while I was walking infront of him & would purposely would slide over to me and slap my thigh! He asked me out and was blinded by idk. He asked, and I copied and pasted! "Hey, want to go on a walk? To the woods?" And I said yes because why not? I haven't left the house at all that day. We walked into the woods and he said "Can I have a hug?" And I said to myself "Why not?" So I have him a hug andit was a normal hug at first. Then he moved his hands towards my pants. He slowly pulled them down... And I WOULD HAVE BEEN RAPED IF MY MOM DIDNT CALL ME TO COME HOME!! He is still my neighbor... We never talk anymore. And I can't even say his name. (We don't talk about Bruno vibes

July 6, 2023

Hy, I just wanted to tell and ask something. So I'm sixteen and I dont know what it is but I've always felt lonely. I still remember some moments of when I was 4-5 years old and I felt sooo lonely. I remember one time my mom putted me in my bed and I felt soo lonely that I started to hate my life as a 4 year old. And this loneliness has always remained. Btw I'm the oldest of 4 children. This loneliness has actually made me a person who never talks about her feelings. When I was 9 I was bullied at shool but I've never told anyone about it. I cried all the time at school but when I came home I putted a fake smile before my parents and siblings. Till this day no one knows about it, because I refuse to tell anyone. Does anyone has experienced this before, because it's so weird. And is it normal that I am experiencing this since such a young age? I have a lovely family, but still... I'm feeling so lonely and empty. (Sorry for my bad english)

July 6, 2023

My best guy friend is in love with me. I don’t have the same romantic feelings for him. I feel terrible, but he makes it difficult for me to like other guys because he always intentionally scares them off and messages them behind my back. So then I sit there sadly and wonder what I did wrong and why they ghosted me. In reality, my friend knew because he was the reason and he just sits there and watches me act like a complete fool.

July 6, 2023

My step brother SA’d and tried to rape me when I was 16. I’m 23 and we don’t talk now but I think about it all the time. I hate myself for letting it happen. It’s made me insecure and I’m depressed, I think about killing myself every day. I don’t masturbate without thinking of him (I don’t want to he just pops up in my head). Sometimes I feel like I’m addicted to porn because of the situation. I’m scared no one will love me. I have intrusive thoughts (about sex) all the time. I hate him so much. He’s ruined my life and I know he doesn’t care. It’s made me hate myself, I can’t look in the mirror without wanting to stab myself. I wish it never happened to me. I never realised it happened till after 2 years and I hate myself for taking so long to realised that he tried to rape me. I want someone to talk to about this but I’m scared. I now have body dysmorphia and i disassociate from society all the time to the point where I just sleep because I want to be in that reality and not this real one. I hope I find happiness one day.

July 6, 2023

One time when I was little I had a toy giraffe and I was in the tub and I wanted to know why I had a hole down low, so I took the giraffes head and neck and stuffed it in my asshole…. I was like 6… abs I’m utterly disgusted with myslef

July 5, 2023

I had a boyfriend over the internet for nearly two years, for my 18th birthday he came to visit. He was who he said he was but he had major issues with his own insecurities. By that I mean he'd often question my loyalty, and feelings for him even though I'd never done anything wrong. When we started sleeping together physically he became pushy. If I denied him he'd flip out (cry, say I don't love him) he began touching me while I slept and I'd wake up to him maki g out with me or grinding on me. One night I had a nightmare and woke up to him doing this. The dream was rather upsetting. I struggle with hallucinations and vivid nightmares. When I pushed him off and got up he got angry and started igniting me and I ended up leaving the hotel room and coming back because he made me very uncomfortable. When I came back we had an argument where I took the role of trying to comfort him to make it stop. His solution was to start making out with me. I told him it wasn't a good time for that and he went back to pouting and ignoring me. I gave in. This happened nearly every time we argued. He took away my friends, searched my phone even once while I was drunk. He monitored my socials and what I posted, what I wore, and banned me from speaking to my best friend. He drove me to the point where I thought I was the problem and wanted to kill myself. To this day, he still blames me for everything. I kept most if this a secret from everyone because nobody knew I was still with him. Nobody wanted him anywhere near me. But I stayed because he had threatened to kill himself and even attempted in front of me many times when we fought. I finally got away from him and am now doing quite well.

July 5, 2023

so this isn't really a secret, just want it off my chest. So i told my bsf that im actually part ukrainian (all my life i knew i'm fully russian) and all she said was 'lovely' then i said to say that my uncle died in ukraine (rip ilysm sanya) bc of the war going on and all she fucking does is send a clown emoji. idk what tf to do. shes been my bsf for a decade now

July 5, 2023

When I was about 5 my sister liked to play games where she’d make me run away she was about 9. Our back yard was fully fenced and shed chase me around the back, if she caught me she would start making out with me and being very sexual. I ended up teaching myself to jump the 2m fence because I was that scared. At about 7 she was 11 we were in the pool and she forced me to sit on her lap as she made out with me, she would grab my butt and rub herself against me. These experience traumatised me still to this day in my relationship with my boyfriend. I am now 14 and she is 18 and leaves to university tomorrow/ Thursday and I don’t know how to feel about it….

July 5, 2023

Sometimes I don't understand why my parents hate me so much... They yell at me for stupid reasons and even if it's my siblings fault I still get in trouble,I honestly want to kill myself... But idk if that would be the best way to get my parents to be happy again. Please give me some advice?. If u can?? Thank you.

July 5, 2023

My girlfriend made me realize I have a really weird fetish. I went to pick her up at a dance rehearsal and we ended up hanging out with a couple of her friends. Before we left I over one of them complain about "wearing the wrong underwear today" and proceeded to dig out a really bad wedgie. I got hard immediately watching her pick and pull out her undies from her butt. A couple girls laughed and my girlfriend says something like "VS panties give me wedgies all the time." Now I can't help myself imagining my girlfriends friends (and female friends) with constant wedgies.

July 4, 2023