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When I was in yr 10. My friends and I made a bet. It was whoever could make the most money by the end of the year, the loser had to pay it to the winner. The money worked as $1 per fuck and .50 for every blow job. You were only allowed to sleep with the same person twice, so it had to be a range of people. Keeping in mind we were all around 15 at the time

October 6, 2022

I don’t really like my own mother. Everybody loves her but if they saw how she was at home they wouldn’t. She always wants something else and I never feel good enough. She’s not abusive but sometimes it just makes me not want to be here anymore. She says I love my other family more than her and I don’t have the heart to tell her that it’s true. She does good things for me but ends up ruining it somehow. She hates my soon-to-be stepmom but she doesn’t know she is going to be my step-mom yet. I’m afraid that if she can’t accept it then I’ll have to move in with my dad. I love my dad and I would be happy but then it would be a big deal with her. She seems crazy sometimes but she’s really not. There’s nothing I need help with really just needed to get this off of my chest.

October 6, 2022

I masturbate sometimes.

October 6, 2022

My phone was taken away and during that time my friend texted me please don't leave me. She killed her self five days earlier before I got my phone back. That day, Valentine's day, I found out she killed herself. I felt so guilty because I already knew she was depressed a year prior. Even though I try to comfort when I could before her suicide, I felt like I should have done something better to help her. To this day, I replay events and think of things I could and should have done. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be happy.

October 6, 2022

When I was 15 my aunt left out of state for about a week and I asked to spend one of the nights she was gone with my girl bsf, I actually went to my bf’s house. He had a few friends over and they were all doing drugs and drinking and so when he handed me a pill I thought nothing of it. I told him I was tired after awhile bc my body felt weak like gravity was sucking me to the floor. He took me to his room and took off my pants, I kept saying no but I couldn’t stop him. To this day everyone thinks I was at my best friends house.

October 6, 2022

So when I was 14 I was struggling with myself because this guy I liked played me and manipulated me into liking him for as long as I did. He used me for my looks and to make another girl jealous. I started to self harm after that and he found out. The secret I was keeping from him and myself was that he was the reason it started. That and school stress. I started on my arms but later realized it was smarted to do it on my thighs. My mom saw one of the faded scars on my arm and told me “you better not be one of those depressed kids because i’ve given you everything.” At 15 I finally understood that I needed to drop this guy so I did and I thought I had lost everything because he was my best friend. I got my first official boyfriend 5 months after that happened and he was toxic looking through absolutely everything on my phone including my messages with my dad, I have never truly been respected by a guy except my current guy best friend. This guy in one of my classes asked why I was sad and I told him i’m stressed and he told me “you don’t think everyone is stressed?? I have way much more going on then you” He talks to me all about being a abused and being like a father to his brother. I have a job and school and never get a break then I have this on top of everything and I feel so trapped and don’t know what to do because I definitely cannot afford therapy and my best friend told me I make things like my stress up for attention so what do I do?

October 5, 2022

I had a friend,his family was messed up and I was always there for him.He would sleep at my house when his dad was drunk,we would be togheter like 24/7.One Day he was ignoring me hiding from me lets just say avoiding me,that was going on for 2 days i got pretty mad or better say sad.After 2 days he was calling me on my phone but I just ignored it because I was pissed.Later that day he killed himself,his father beat him up and after he killed himself and it was my fault.He left me a note where it said that he was avoiding me because he didnt want me to see his face,brusies and tears he said I was his last hope,that he loves me and that it isnt my fault.3 years pased and I still cant get over it i was supossed to be there for him but I wasnt i still obv cry about it and blame myself.I miss him.Daily reminder:whatever happens be there for others dont let little thing drive you away!!

October 5, 2022

When I was a kid my parents would take me to this babysitter. She was around sixty years old and a smoker. I remember her have two black mean dogs that would bark and try to bite me and my siblings. She would laugh at this all the time. I remember her yelling at me and my siblings in the night. She screamed at us to wake up. I recall her dragging me out of bed to face her mirror. It was a full body mirror and she told me to look at it, until she told me to stop. I stayed there the whole night. Looking into my face until I couldn’t recognize it any more. I say what looked like monsters and weird images of myself. I eventually feel asleep standing. My babysitter was arrested once my siblings told my parents what’s been happening. She ended up dying in jail by suicide. To this day I hate looking at myself in the mirror.

October 5, 2022

when i was in middle school i had this best friend who meant everything to me. he was like an older brother to me and eventually his younger sister had died from some illness and we had gotten in an argument. about a week or two after it and i told him that i hated him. a few days later his twin brother told me he killed himself. i dont even remember what our argument was about but i wish i had picked my fights better because maybe he would still be here if i did

October 5, 2022

My parents are split up and my dad lives in another country. I was with my dad for the holidays and I would listen to music while we drove. Whenever I listened to this one song, I always pictured my mother in a hospital bed and me singing the song to her. Then one morning I found out my mum and gotten into a car accident and was so close to dying. I am convinced I manifested her accident, but I have told no one about this. She is alive and well but I am shocked and scared that I am the reason she almost died.

October 5, 2022