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A long time ago when I was roughly 11 or 12 years old I had got sexually abused by someone that was a family friend and it turned out I was the second person they had done it to before me was another person Roughly 8 years before when they were also the same age and the person who touched us both had told me this secret and I kept my mouth sealed in fear and 2 years later it came out that after me they had raped 2 people one of them being younger than me and they'd touched another child and I can't help but feel like that if I had of said something sooner they wouldn't have been the next victims so I thought I would share this secret so that if anyone else is in that position that will gain the courage to stand up and say something so no one else will suffer from it

October 19, 2022

I grew up being abused by my own family ever since i was baby. My mom is mental-ill or whatever it is. She always have anger issues. She is very easily to get mad over small things. My childhood isnt easy. Its hard. Now i am soon to be 17 in May. I am deaf and life is tough and i know there's people out there go through same situation (different way) When my grandma was alive, she would protect me when mom or my stepdad tried to hit me. Grandma always been there for me until when i was 8 she passed away i have been on my own ever since. I made some tough choices. I payed my career school. I worked hard to pull my grades up and everything. I tried so hard to not give up bc i have been through with SA,S.H and mental health labels, abuse, and bullies and everything. Its hard. I have been through with polices, children services. Involed D.V. Yes i was forced to lie to people who trying to save me. I have pstd, traumas, depression, anxiety and etc bc of that. Its just... I don't get why parents are so mean and rude. Im sorry parents abuse you or anything that you had to go through. Srry i need to vent.

October 19, 2022

Just this week. I have a student in Grade 5 that is pretty oppositional, has a tough home life, etc. He doesn't always try very hard, but sometimes I can see he's trying to put in some effort. We were talking about how I grade them, and he interrupts the conversation with... "I don't care at all about my grades..." And I thought 'here we go, another rant about how unfair school is...' "I just want to know that I keep getting better." Perfect. I got chills.

October 19, 2022

I wanted to unalive myself too many times in my life and nobody ever cared. No one asks how I'm doing, all they do is encourage me to do it.

October 19, 2022

When i was 6-9 my brother forced me into playing house.. he would touch my and force me to kiss him bc ‘that’s what families do’ he used to do this so many nights. He got sent away for sexual harassment and got into a placement home.. i still cant look at him to this day, turns out he also did this to our cousin

October 18, 2022

This year I realised I had a crush on someone. I made the mistake of saying who it was to my best friend. My best friend then started making rumors about me with her friends and it kept on happening. Eventually the rumors got worse and all of my conversations with people in that group got leaked. I wasn't aware of the leaked convos untill someone stood up and told me. It was also then that I found about the even worse rumors. I gained access to the group chat using one of my other friends and took screenshot of everyone's conversations. I then made a new group and turned everyone against each other. Nobody in that group is friends with each other anymore I feel guilty and I never got the blame. Sometimes I sit down and just think about how I turned people against each other for my own good. My has suspicions that I have a crush on her and now the events of the group chat have also been leaked. My reputation is getting worse by the day. I don't know what to do. I hate myself for it.

October 18, 2022

I hope that later in life I can learn how to take care of others and myself. I hope I find hapiness and I am content with my life, I hope I take my time to breathe and experience things in the moment. Ive been keeping to myself a lot lately but I sadly like someone who has a gf. Ive started cutting and I thought it wasnt gonna be that big of a deal at first but now Ive realized its become a big part of me. My biggest regret is giving myself such high standars on what I have to be and what I meed to do. I regret making myself think that if I dont do certain things or get good grades everyone will be disappointed in me. I regret putting so much pressure on myself since I was younger, I wish I had given myself some slack cause now it feels like im falling behind and theres nothing I can do about it. Lately ive been feeling lonely, the lonliest ive ever felt in my life and its really starting to hit me. I need to know im not lonely, Im not worthless if i dont meet certain standards, and that everythings gonna be okay. I need comforting rn..please

October 18, 2022

i know around the age of 13-14, boys can be very immature. most men are immature lost of their childhood up to adulthood. my boyfriend of about five months now, has been a bit strange. around his cousins, friends, and some more family, he acts super gay. he picks up his friends and smacks their butts, calls them hot, picks them up like a tiny princess with her father. i get jealous. i’m jealous that they have more than him than than what me and him have. am i wrong for being so jealous?

October 18, 2022

I tried to fit in with my friends and have multiple girls but I messed up and ruined the relationship I had with this one girl in particular she was everything I ever wanted in a girl she was perfect but I ruined it, I ruined everything now she doesn’t wanna make things work, I understand but I was a better man while with her and I really wish I could just go back and fix everything. I genuinely wanna marry her I wanna show her I’m different but I just feel like I’m never going to get her back and my biggest fear is her finding someone else who treats her the way I used to before I fucked up and I become more disappointed with myself day in and day out because I slowly feel like I’m becoming like my dad.

October 18, 2022

I met this boy and he’s changed me so much in the best way. He made me feel things nobody else could make me feel. I hope one day a miracle happens and one day call him mine. I’m not giving up yet. I love him so much, he doesn’t even know how i much I love him, but I hope one day he realizes how much he means to me and that I would do anything for him. I really wanted to say this so thanks for giving me the opportunity ❤️

October 18, 2022