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I am an adult now but am only now just coming to understand that I was sexually abused as a kid. I repressed many of these memories until another traumatic experience happened recently. I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life and have had several different plans on how to end my life at various times throughout my life. I know I need help and to work through my past trauma, but I’m afraid if I try to work through it, I’ll become really depressed again and want to die. In a way, I wish I had never remembered… how do I know I can face all of this and make it through okay?

October 30, 2022

when i was four my moms nephew touched me and my sister inappropriately. when we told my mom she stood up for him and said he would never do that. she chose her nephew over her own two daughters. it took my stepdad telling her that he did for her to finally shut up. and i still can’t forgive her for that. so my question is, how can i move past this and forgive her?

October 30, 2022

This shouldn’t be a secret no more. This needs to come to light as it’s extremely sad as sickening. June of 2020- November of 2021 I was repeatedly abused by many of adults. One being a guy I met, he ended up s x tr@ff1ck1ng me at the age of 15-16. During those periods of time I was able to come home and still had a daily life. Later on I decided to tell a teacher some things I was going through, I begged her not to tell a single soul... she kept that promise. I decided to talk to an officer about what’s been going on, for months it took me to tell him what’s happening. I would say I was being raped etc. My principal later found out because if I didn’t tell him I wasn’t able to use the bathroom. Overall my school and police knew but never kept me safe, I want bring light to my story to help others. Know your worth, because in the end it just you. If people don’t believe, try moving to a new person to talk to. If your reading this an you a officer or teacher you need more mental health training. This is sickening when you can’t understand what your own community goes through.

October 30, 2022

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October 29, 2022

this one time i had friends over and we were in my basement and i went upstairs to my mom yelling at me because i cleaned the bathroom wrong and not the way she wanted and this guy in our group (who, at the time, i did NOT have feelings for) asked me if i was okay. i started blushing and wondered how he knew what my mom said. i was sitting in bed the same night after they left and realized we speak the same language

October 29, 2022

I am doing my final year at varsity I have this depression and nobody knows because I'm trying to make everyone feel happy around me but they do not know that in my room there is a rope hanging and everyday I fight myself not to use it

October 29, 2022

honestly, i really like him and he knows it. we text all the time. he likes me back and wants to hang out soon. the only problem is i don’t know what to say to him irl. i wanna talk to him. what should i say? i neee three fifty caracters so hi i hope you have the best day ever!!! always try to be as positive as you can ☀️☀️ um yeah i camt get three fifty

October 29, 2022

When i was 8 i used to go to my grandparents house all the time. My grandma would sleep in a different bed than my grandpa. I slept with my grandpa when ever i went over there. We would watch tv together all the time. Then one day he started to take my hand and make me touch him, I was only 8 so i thought it was normal. This continued on for a year, then we had a family gathering at a restaurant and he forgot something at the house. He told everyone and he offered for me to come with him, and being the kid I was, said yes all the time and i never said no. Once we got to the house, he picked me up and took me to the bedroom and laid me on the bed and told me to stay there. He came back a few minutes later and laid on top of me, and i’m pretty sure you can think what happen next. But soon he passed after that, and every time someone brings him up they look sad, but i can’t bring myself to care about his passing.

October 29, 2022

One day in September of 2020 I was in my room and I was gonna yk end it all and I had started planning it out and I was gonna cut myself one last time and then od so I had started to sh and I had only done abt three but I heard somebody so I hid the knife and slid my sleeve down. It’s was my cousin who had came to stay the night by surprise and that night we talked abt a lot of stuff and I had ended up telling her that I had been rly depressed, and she was rly supportive and three days lasted she told my parents who ended up putting me in therapy. Nobody to this day knows that I was gonna end it all that night and if it wasn’t for her randomly showing up at my house I probably wouldn’t be here

October 29, 2022

When I was like 4 or 5, before I started kindergarten, I got molested by my 13 year old neighbor. The thing is I was so young I had 0 clue what was going on but something in me know it wasn't right I know it happened multiple times but my subconscious has repressed all of that, although I can vividly remember one time. He had me lay on top of his dresser and drop my pants. He asked what the white stuff was, it was baby powder and I told him that. He then started to touch me and I said something along the lines of "don't touch me today" or "no touching". He has locked his door and we hear his mom knock, we knew she didn't hear anything because we had been blasting the show "Phineas and Ferb". I just back j to my pants and sit on his bed and he opens his door when his mom asks what we're doing he says "Nothing much deadname really likes this show". She laughs and says have fun. I pushed this into my subconscious till I was about 8 or 9 without knowing I was doing so. I had a flashback of this when for the first time in my life my mom went and bought a mop and mop soap. I see the mop soap and that came back to me. I remember he was praised at school he was the golden child has the best grades and got accepted into a private elementary school. I always hid from him, I never knew why I just always found him scary. I remember thinking it was normal in the moment because he didn't have my bits, I thought I was being cool and rebellious. I now have an irrational fear of going into any guys rooms if they have a dark brown dresser and I will NEVER lay down on a dresser in my life even though that happened so long ago it's never left me. Sorry it's so long.

October 29, 2022