i was sexually assaulted by 2 people but
different days, first one was when we had detention together, he forced me into sexual acts and i told him to stop but he threatened and manipulated me, the second time was his friend, they had planned it i think, we were in the sports room looking for volleyballs as we were standing he goes behind me and our bodies were touching, he then puts his hands on my hips and moves them upwards very weirdly, he then touches my chest in a very sexual way he also touched my legs and he was telling me how he had a boner and was h0rnÿ and asked if i wanted to see it, i said no, he still showed me. after that i had given the volley balls to the teacher who needed it and then went to the bathroom and started crying, i hated the feeling of me, i felt dirty, i havent told anyone about this, i told one friend about the first time just not the second and im not planning to, i feel like its my fault. a few days after he came up to me saying sorry i just ignored him, a friend in my class over heard his apology and asked why hes sorry for, i said its nothing and its fine but my eyes were teary, my friend looked at him looked at me and i think thats when he clicked on as he had some sort of realisation in his eyes, all my friend said was “im so sorry i wont tell anyone” i didnt want him to know but he did.
