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when i was six, my seventeen year old cousin made me give him head. it happened more than once in my own house. i still think about it and the worst part is i have to see him often. i haven’t told anyone. i don’t even know if he remembers but i’m so disgusted.

November 15, 2022

I was molested and r@ped by my uncle. He did it from the age of 4 to 8. i remember every single time he touched me. He would tell me im such a pretty boy. He told me no one would love me anymore if I told on him. He would remind me of this multiple times a day throughout the years. We lived in the same house so I really couldn’t avoid him. When I turned 9 he just stopped. He moved out and I’ve never seen him since. Im 19 now. I’ve never asked about him because I fear if i speak his name he would show up like Beetlejuice. I hope he is living an unbearable life. I hope he is the un-happiest person in the world but so much of a coward that he won’t kill himself so he lives a long miserable life.

November 15, 2022

I don’t believe in Karma, or I didn’t at least. My mom had been with this man that abused me when I was a child. She knew about the abuse and I even got taken by cps one day, but she got me back and we continued to live with him. I grew up with this hatred of him and he knew it. One day last year, I told my mom I wished he would get Covid and die; she told me not to say that because if I wish death on someone, Karma would take someone from me. I remember telling her Karma wasn’t real and that it would be fine. A few weeks later, my family was quarantined for Covid and he died in his sleep. We didn’t know until after she suddenly died in my arms the morning after, on the floor of my bedroom right across from theirs, where his body was. I regret every word of it and live with this guilt every day.

November 14, 2022

Currently, my biggest secret is that I'm in love with one of my closest friends. And it terrifying because the last time I felt close to someone in this way, it ended very badly, and gave me a lot of trauma. I just hate feeling this way. I can't even do anything about it because there's no way that they would like me back, and I don't want to make the friendship weird. I just can't get over it. I've only ever had a crush on one other person, so this is a big thing. I just love them so much, I love their hair, the way they smile, the way they laugh, I love everything. I have a little bit of hope because the last time I confessed my feelings for someone they liked me back, and although in the grand scheme of things that ended badly, in the moment it was amazing. They just make me so happy.

November 14, 2022

I regret telling my parents I was molested bc I wanted to get out of school they trusted me i trusted them they were crying bc they trusted that man in my life I was crying bc of what happen but I could here the voice in my head say "finally away from that nightmare" im so sorry that my parents had to go through that now I regret it I told them something so important just to get a free day

November 14, 2022

Okay so This really isn't a big secret but I'm jealous of my best friend not in a I love them way but She always has a boyfriend always she has had a guy a month this year One of them was interested in me and her at the same time and guess who got him She is a whore and will do or say anything to get guys to like her And I can't leave her bc she is my friend but at the same time Can't she just let me have a guy that I like It's so annoying

November 14, 2022

Im just a young girl trying to figure out what to do with myself but lately its been difficult at the age of 11 i was touched by a close relative and ive been having experience with getting touched since 9-10 I like to keep to myself but its been difficult cause i keep seeing them and i took away my people (jailed) and i feel like if only i kept my mouth shut none of that would have been a problem and i wouldnt have this guilt building up. With no surprise i was scared of men for a couple years cause my trust was broken but now Im dealing with some abuse and im just lost in my own little world. All this regret is killing me.

November 14, 2022

I'm so scared. I'm so scared of being alone. I never get along with people but lately I've been scared of being alone cuz I might do something stupid. Everything I do seems to piss everyone off. I can't seem to do anything right. I just want things to be different. Sometimes I wish people would be so much happier if I wasn't here. I wouldn't make them spend money they don't have, I wouldn't bug them with me being sad, everyone would just be a lot happier

November 13, 2022

Sometimes, I’ve thought of ending it all. Sometimes, I just want to disappear from my family and hope that no one finds me. I can’t take it anymore. I just find that there’s no way for me to be happy with them and have even thought of going no contact with them. If I do decide to do that, I have a feeling that some my relatives will just guilt trip me out of doing that. This is what I want.

November 13, 2022

one night i was looking through my jewelry, cause that's what i do when i'm bored. then i noticed a bag with some nail polish. i put on a clear one with some glitter, but i just peeled it off. then i tried a solid color. i thought it would look more natural but it looks bad in the light. for a few hours, i was just watching videos, until midnight, when the worry of my mom killing me eventually got to my head, and i had to painfully peel off the nail polish.

November 13, 2022