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so i live with my grandparents and my papa is REALLY strict about me dating and going out with a boy but i have a Boyfriend and my papa said no bf until your like 17 and going out with them so my bf called me and was like hey wanna go to the skating rink tonight and i knew i should just ask my grandma my grandma said it was fine and yes i had to tell her about him so to this day i still go out with him without him even knowing. What are your thoughts TikTok ?

November 17, 2022

I’m so jealous of my friend. We had a group a while back and I was called the “skinny friend” and she was known as the “fat friend”. It bothered me so much being known as the skinny friend and her as the fat friend because the group of three I have to be honest, I was skinnier than both of them. But now that I think about it, I hated being called the skinny friend cus it made me feel like I was TOO skinny.. and now one of them are skinnier than me and I feel extremely fat now. I cant seem to lose weight. Like I’m a normal size physically but my weight is not. She always talks abt her weight and stuff and I’ve told her I don’t like talking about it but yet it still happens. Idk what to do. :(

November 17, 2022

When I was 16 this 18 year old girl made me have sex with her. Between the ages of 15-17 my uncle would always smack my ass and do it every so often. Then when I turned 19 this girl who was my friend raped me when I was drunk. She even sexually harassed me one time in the middle of a party and nobody ever helped me. So what I did was I sent a friend into her room ( she thought it was me ) and he had sex with her. It wasn't the right thing to do but I feel like it's what needed to be done. I suffer from depression and all that stuff probably cause of the stuff I've been through/seen/done. It would be great to have somebody to talk to because a lot of my past experiences ruin my life now at 23.

November 16, 2022

When I was 21, I had recently finished paying my Ute off, it took me 18 months and I was really happy, my gf at the time suggested I lower it because the back was really light and would slide out when you turned too fast, I was 21, I liked that. Anyway, about a month after I paid it off my brother died driving my car and it flipped because the back flicked out. I have blamed and hated myself every second of every day since. Can't find the courage to kill myself because I had to tell my dad when I knew my brother was dead and the noise that man made haunts me

November 16, 2022

i hate crying in front of my siblings. none of my friends know that when i get really anxious and have anxiety about something, i tend to bite my nails sometimes. as much as i hate doing it to myself, i sometimes don’t even notice i do it. just before, i told my mum to put some medicine on it to prevent me from biting it and OF COURSE it had to be in front of my dad. he full on hated me and judged me. “only little kids bite their kids.” “why would you need medicine when you can obviously control it?” “no. shut up stop being dumb.” all these hateful comments were just thrown at me and i was just there crying in silence next to my mum while she was still doing my nails. whenever we have situations where my dads yelling and my mums there, she doesn’t say anything because she knows dad will end up yelling at her too. i kept telling my dad “it’s CALLED ANXIETY. YOU DONT EVEN CARE OR CONSIDER MY ANXIETY DO YOU?” i kept going on about that but my dad kept yelling back at me, OPPOSING TO MY OPINIONS SAYING “i don’t care ABOUT YOUR ANXIETY. i don’t even know why you have it. you shouldn’t be such a kid.” again i was just crying in silence. i hate how my dad just never understands me. he doesn’t understand that his OWN DAUGHTER has anxiety and it’s not my fault that i can’t control my biting nails habit. i’m sorry again. i wish i could stop being so ugly and biting my nails. anxiety is a serious issue and the fact that my dad just doesn’t care about it, especially about HIS OWN DAUGHTER, it makes me upset, yet mad. i just want my dad to understand me sometimes. no matter how much information i put on him, he always refuses to listen and he ALWAYS thinks he’s right. don’t get me wrong, i love my dad. but you know.

November 16, 2022

I love my dad don't get me wrong but sometimes I just wish he wasn't my dad. He is the reason I have so much anger in me. He spent 16 years making my life shit. He wants me, my sister and mom to do bad in life, he hates the idea of us having any money and thinks it's all his. He let his wife yell at me and say I never cared about my uncle passing 4 days before my 13th birthday from cancer and then was on her side, saying me and my sister for yelling back. He would use me crying as a way to make me feel stupid. He would get mad at having to buy me and my sister lady products, me and her would go 2 or 3 days without eating nothing but 4 cookies bc we were scared to ask for food, but once we leave he would buy him and his wife fast food. He is sexist, racist and homophobic. He said it was my fault why we don't have a relationship but he is the same one that would go months without asking to see us and when we did see him, we would stay in our room the whole time. I love him as a father but I don't love or respect him as a dad.

November 16, 2022

I'm addicted to maladaptive daydreaming. I have worked through a dozen or so sets of characters and 'storylines' that I will day dreams about for months, sometimes years at a time before I create another set of characters/storylines.

November 16, 2022

one time i was at a party and i got blackout drunk and i got w three guys and two of them my bsf used to fw (and they were all sober) and when i left they told everyone at the party what had happened and i feel like shit and an awful person and now every time i see her even after we talked it out i feel like i don't deserve her and she should leave me but i don't want her to. i also wanna point out i didn't know she got w them bc she never talked abt them to me before.

November 15, 2022

i am 15 years old since august and my kinda only ex ish is 16 since august also. that’s just facts i wanted to state. i was with this guy for a while but not officially or whatever bc i didn’t wanna feel extra guilty cause it was kinda a secret relationship from my mom and stepdad. everyone in my family knew except for a couple of my sisters and parents, his whole family knew. here’s a tiny twist, this was kinda like specifically said to not do. like my mom said specifically DO NOT EVER LIKE OR DAYE THIS GUY bc she didn’t want us to ruin the closeness of our families but i didn’t care a lot which i felt bad about. before we were a little thing we were really close friends and we’d talk everyday at school and text at home and whatnot. he would even tell me if he liked someone which he did while we were just friends but i liked him still. he always treated me awesome and like he was genuinely one of the only guys i trusted to keep my heart and head good bc i overthink for stupid things which a lot of people relate to. but he texted the other day maybe a couple weeks or so ago and he said “hey it’s been a minute” and so i replied hey yea it has been a while and i was honestly so excited to his name pop up on my screen. we ended things bc i didn’t tell my mom and he lied that he ended things cause he lost feelings just so i didn’t feel as bad but i still felt bad and i was fr fr gonna tell her like the next day but i was having a sleepover. he showed up at the girls house that i was having a sleepover at bc they’re cousins and he was with his dad. there’s literally just so much to say omg but i definitely regret not telling my mom bc i still constantly think about him even tho we ended everything including our friendship during close to summer

November 15, 2022

When I had my baby I regretted having him because I’m so young. But when his dad left me I realized that he is the best thing to ever happen to me. I regret staring at him and crying because I wished I could have my teenage years back. I regret not loving him to the fullest when he was born.

November 15, 2022