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I was staying at my mom's cousins house for a few days. I really loved going there. My aunt was really fun as she was only 7 years older than me. Her mom was the best too. Once my aunt was in her room using her phone and I would roam the house. Her dad called me into the living room and I went in. He told me to lock the door, without any questions I did. I was around the age of 11. He made me sit on his lap and he start kissing me all over and touching me in places I wouldn't wanna be touched. I'm 14 now, and if I'm being honest I really wanna tell someone about it. I wanna tell my older brother but I don't know how.

November 27, 2022

Ok so only a little while ago my bf was SA'd at a party the same night I was at one and I lied and said I was too so he would maybe feel a little better and also maybe use it so he would tell his parents he was SA'd if I did so I said I was and it worked the way I wanted it to, it was motivation for him to tell his parents if I told mine and I lied and said I told them so he would too I know I'm a shit person for lying about it but I was doing it to help him and I don't know weather or not I'm still terrible for it

November 27, 2022

One day I was trying to fix something on my boyfriend (now husband) phone. I accidentally clicked on the link button where it shows what links he has clicked on. He had clicked on a bunch of random girls profiles and their only f@ns pages. I confronted him right then and there and his response was “it wasn’t me” and “I have no idea how that got there I swear!” Obviously I didn’t believe him. And yes I’m someone who has a problem with my man watching c rn and had told him before we even started dating that if he was someone who thought that was okay in a relationship than I’m not the one to be with. He swore up and down it really wasn’t him. I stayed with him because I loved him so much and wanted to believe it’s true. I never forgot it though. Fast forward over a year we have a kid together (planned). When she was just over a month old he had a couple of drinks. And he finally confessed to that day and how it was him who clicked on those links. To this day I’ve known that but him telling me after we had a kid just absolutely boiled my blood like I cannot ever put into words. To this day it still absolutely destroys me just as bad as when I first found it. I resent him SO much and he knows it but asks me why I cannot let it go. I’m only with him because if I didn’t see my daughter every single day that would be even worse. She’s the reason I’m with him. She’s the only reason I even want to be alive. I feel so broken and depressed and anxious. Not just because of my husband. I’ve been severely depressed since high school. But all of this is just something I have to live with. Him lying to my face for over a year. And I’m stuck.

November 27, 2022

my mom once told me she wish she didn’t have me then dragged me to our bathroom by my hair and locked me in it so i could learn my lesson for not listening to her. it was a couple years back so i don’t remember the exact reason why but i was barely 13 and i didn’t deserve that as a child. she’s had a lot of trauma in her life but i wish i was worth changing and breaking the cycle for.

November 27, 2022

When I was 12 my mother had a manic episode and being a 12 years old I didnt know the difference because she would do it every other month and she didn’t have nobody but me. She was saying that someone was coming to take her and I was telling her mom no one’s coming just please calm down. She locked her self in the bathroom and she (TW) cut her wrists and I kept banging on the door for her to come out. Then I finally busted down the door and saw her just laying there. So I called 911 as fast as i could holding her wrists. And they had to put her in a coma for 6 weeks. I’m 17 now and she still hasn’t said thank you. Maybe she didn’t want to be saved.

November 27, 2022

I have gone to the same school my whole life and I'm in 8th grade currently. I've had 2 bullying experiences, one in kindergarten and the other in the 1st quarter of 8th grade. I never told my parents about the recent one. But more importantly I realized who cared about me and who didn't. the people that asked if I was okay I thought were my actual friends at the time but as more time goes on I think that they all secretly hate me, they all want me gone or to make me mute. I even think that sometimes I get really annoying. my only escape from reality is video games, tik tok, Spotify and animal crossing music.

November 27, 2022

back in August, i was with my now ex boyfriend. we were at his house and his mom was working. a few hours later his dad had to go pick up his brother. us being teenagers, they never had let us go to his room. so while they were gone he asked me if i wanted to see his room. i obviously didn’t think anything of it so i said yes. when we got to his room he closed the door and started to corner me to the bed. i still wasn’t thinking much of it but maybe like a makeout session. he was a completely different person all a sudden. then he started telling me how this is the perfect time to do the deed. and i kept telling him i wasn’t ready. he wasn’t listening. he went to his night stand a pulled out a condom, ripped it open, and told me that he can’t waste a condom. i still told him i wasn’t ready and he started to use the “you’re my girlfriend card on me” so finally i just laid there and let him do what he wanted. i still feel like it’s my fault but i froze in the moment and didn’t know what to do. now every time i see him i get this freezing moment in my body and feel sick.

November 27, 2022

i like this one boy, but he’s in such a different position then me. i’ve never been a part of the popular group but everyone knows me, so yk if i changed my appearance a bit i could get in. right now i have a huge crush on him but im part of the more gay kids/mentally ill kinda?? but the thing is im nice to everyone whereas my friends are not. so like when i wanna have an interaction with him they’re always like “bye lmao he’s so basic” and stuff like that. the thing is though he’s shown interest in me, just enough to keep me going, but i can’t openly flirt or else my friends will see. on the other hand tho, since im just normally nice to everyone me being extra friendly wouldn’t seem like too big of a deal.

November 26, 2022

no one ever talks about being an atheist in a religious family. it was a few years ago when i started to doubt. i kept it a secret though because i knew that nothing would've changed. sometimes my family blasts music in the car and they all sing along to it. it drives me mad. it makes my ears hurt so much that i just want to rip my ears off. during service, listening to people pray and sing and recite bible verses makes me feel like i'm suffocating. but a few weeks ago i told my mom that i didn't believe anymore. and she told me that it was fine and that i would meet god soon. those words felt so disgusting. sickening. so i started missing church, pretending to sleep when they come in my room to wake me up. it always leads to screaming matches but it makes me feel so free. i just wish they would leave alone. is it bad that religion makes me want to die? i regret being born in a christian family. i regret even being born.

November 26, 2022

I had a really traumatic period of time in grade 10 where I was really depressed and sick. I thought I was in love with the girl that a few houses down from me. We grew up together, I’ve known her since I was seven. During grade ten, the only time she would show any care or affection to me was when I was hurting, so my hurting just kept getting worse and worse until I was stuck hurting myself as a habit since I was getting used to the pain. But when I was hurting, she would comfort me and hug me and hold my hand. I would do anything to feel loved, and I had believed I was in love with her. Stuck in the cycle of hurting, I kept going down and down until I almost died one day. I was so sick and hurt and dying. It was then that she broke it to me that she did not love me. I’m not the same person anymore now that I’m back out in the world. I don’t miss my old self, and I know that my love for her wasn’t real. That wasn’t love. How could it be if it was hurting me in return? I am a stronger person now. There are people here that love me for me and don’t come running only when I’m dying. Never settle for a love that hurts you. Ever. That’s not love. I promise. Now I’m with a girl that loves me like I’m the most amazing thing she has ever seen. She loves me no matter how I am feeling, and makes me feel worth it, not only when I’m feeling down but when I’m at my very best as well. I love her, and this is not at all what I felt with the last girl, even though I believed at the time that was what love felt like. That is how I know that I never loved the last girl and I should never have done what I had done to try and make myself noticeable to her. I am strong and worth it and I deserve to be healthy.

November 26, 2022