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i liked thiss one boy in high school for a long time and when he did not want anything serious withh me i was heartbroken. He ended up getting a girl friend months later. i made out with him a couple times even though i knew he didn’t want anything serious with me. He was withh his girlfriend at the time and i thought if i gave him whatever he wanted he would break up with her and be with me but that didnt happen. its been years and i think about it all the time and wish i had the courage to say sorry to her be cuz she didnt deserve that. i regret every thing.I used to think that was him showing me he loved me but in the long run he used me and i hate myself for not realizing it sooner

November 29, 2022

just felt like sharing my life tbh !! it lowkey sucks tho but like I have that mindset where my life is fucking amazing! anyways started it off w getting sexually assaulted and a lot of ppl judge me for bringing awareness to it! then uh my best best friend he passed away in a car accident and I’ve only received criticism for it which is so sad and my mom thinks it was on purpose bc idk she never liked him but it’s so upsetting he lost his life due to some black ice on the road !! then later my mom was diagnosed w cancer and a ton of shit and she doesn’t have long to live and around the time my sister got diagnosed w autism. my parents then divorced and my dad gave me an Ed he would force me to run on a treadmill 2 hours a day along w eating very little so I got depressed once we moved outta the house ! i started vaping and sh to cover my pain and it really helped until my sister caught me w a razor and decided to get back at me by doing the same thing to her legs but she burst a vein and it was so upsetting. anyways my bf won’t let me sh or vape anymore so im like kinda clean !! but is it bad I still think abt suicide so so much and have attempted a few times like I fucking hate my life but love it at the same time yk?

November 29, 2022

I hate my father. Like absolutely despise him. I have nightmares at least once a week abt how he used to abuse me when I was 5-6 years old. I’m haven’t been in contact with him or seen him in a couple years. I wish my siblings would see just how bad of a person he is. My oldest brother is becoming an alcoholic and he’s in my dad’s custody but he isn’t trying to help my brother. He’s standing back and watching as my brother destroys his life. He’s only 20, he shouldn’t even be drinking yet my dad isn’t putting a stop to it.

November 29, 2022

Ive done heavy drugs for.. a long time. I want it to stop. It hurts, I want to be normal. My childhood has sucked beyond imaginable and that was my only resort. I want it all to just.. stop, yknow? its fucking grueling and i just dont know what I should do. I miss my mom besides what shes done to me, i forgive her for what happened. back to my drug issue, please help me man. idfk what to do

November 29, 2022

When I was 16 my parents were going through a split and I was closer to my dad than my mom was. I didn't realize how they would pin me against each other until a year later when I was living with my mom. Around October I got angry at my dad when he asked to see me, because I realized that he was using me against my mom and I yelled at him and we fought instead of going to go get food with him like he was insisiting. I didn't know why he was insisiting on it so badly, but a few weeks later my dad passed away, and I didn't realize that the reason he wanted to go out is because he knew he was dying from his diabetes and it would probably be the last time I saw him. I regret it every day and I miss him.

November 29, 2022

I secretly can’t stand my parents and sisters because of how they treat me badly. We fight so much because of my autism and it makes me feel like an outcast. I just want to be treated like I’m not a freak and be loved and accepted. I always tell my psychiatrist about it because I don’t have a current therapist to tell about my family issues. I’m always upset and I spend most of my time in my bedroom so they don’t keep upsetting me. I hope things can start to get better soon.

November 29, 2022

When I was 6 I faked a really bad “illness” over the course of 2-3 weeks. It started with a stomachache and I did some really fucked up shit… on my mothers birthday I decided to stop. To magically “feel better” in reality I just wanted to stop her worrying… it’s was also her birthday. She spends hundreds of dollars on things that I don’t need. I don’t know how to break it to her. She’s a good mother, and I love her deeply. I don’t think I’ll ever tell her, maybe when she’s close to passing.. To this day I never fake illness, doesn’t matter if it’s a headache or stomachache. Even if it is real, I never want to see her that worried for her baby ever again..

November 28, 2022

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November 28, 2022

When I was 9 I don’t even have a clue why but I decided before recess, that I was going to fake an injury on the playground. I went outside and during a game with friends I fell. I was brought to the nurses office and when I got home I kept it going. Eventually my parents got me a brace and borrowed crutches from a friend. We got x-rays and guess what, it wasn’t broken what a suprise. I was on crutches faking for a few weeks. One detail I remember is when I was alone I would put the “injured” foot down and walk. It’s not even like I was super young I was about 9-10. I wish I could go back.

November 28, 2022

I have a constant urge to just stop trying to control my anger and brutally murder someone, I don’t care if I go to jail or if I get caught or hated I just need to, I know exactly how to do it but I know the consequences and that has kept me from doing anything like that, but I do have the intention to hurt anyone if they make me mad. There are a few people I wouldn’t feel even a little bit of guilt killing. If I tell anyone how I feel they will think I’m crazy or just being edgy,

November 28, 2022