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i was sexually harassed/assaulted twice, both before i even turned 14. it really screwed me up mentally, physically, and emotionally and i’m just now starting to face the consequences/effects years later. now im talking to a really awesome guy, things are going great and i wanna take things to the next level but idk how to have “the talk” with him without scaring him away. any advice? :(

December 23, 2022

When I was young, like elementary school young, I made a fake social media account and sent nudes of random people from the internet to my classmates. It was a whole thing and everyone still remembers it, we are graduated now, but no one ever found out it was me. I don’t know why I was so weird and hyper sexual as a child but I feel bad about it and the fact that I exposed my young classmates to some graphic stuff.

December 23, 2022

One night I fell asleep and woke up at 3-4 am. I had a feeling something was off but ignored it. Later that morning at 7 am I get a phone call from my friend saying our friend/ her bf killed himself when I asked if she knew what time it was she told me between the hours of 3-4 am I regret going to sleep that night bc I lost my best friend and the fact that I woke up around the time he did it makes it so much worse

December 23, 2022

My biggest regret is not knowing how to control my anger. Sometimes I get so mad I bang my head on the wall until I hit my nose so hard it bleeds. Other times I resort to immediate self violence, (cutting, chocking, even O.D) and still don't know why I take such violent reactions to things. Something Ill sit on the window of my bedroom on the second floor debating to jump or not. i think its because I know its Illegal to kill people that I feel I out smarted the justice system by harming myself and getting away with it and not others.

December 23, 2022

I wish I could have reached out and told you that I still loved you. I’m sorry for not texting you back that one time.. I didn’t know you were in pain either. I was so convinced you moved on and I didn’t know that was your last attempt to try to talk to me. I’m so so sorry. I will always regret not texting you back because who knows where that could have gotten us :/ maybe I messed up the only chance I had to ever getting you back or maybe things were just left better unsaid. But I did love you and as selfish as it is, it makes me feel better knowing that we both were in that same place, just really missing each other and still having that love. I’ve long decided to let you go and I’ve been doing really good actually. I like to think your doing okay and achieving the goals you had.. and I hope your truly happy with whatever your doing and with whoever you now have. Goodbye.

December 23, 2022

When I’ll was 11/12 I think it was in the middle of the night and me and my step sister had to share a bed cause yk lower class so I’m try to sleep and ig she thought I was sleeping and we’re both the same age she starts rubbing my ass and yk me saying to my self it probably nothing sleep so I keep trying to sleep I manage to pass out for a bit when I wake up for a slight second I have no idea of what’s happening and she has her hands in my pants just touching me like she’s my girlfriend and tbh I th ought I’d keep this a secret forever but should I tell somebody?

December 22, 2022

i'm bi and i have a big crush on my best friend, and i've imagined doing -it-(iykyk) with her and this says it must be at least 350 characters so uh We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

December 22, 2022

so about a month ago or so me and my ex of two years broke up and the whole time was extremely toxic. we have broken up lots of times and gotten back together.when we broke up the first time he got with my best friend two days later and she bragged abt it to me the whole time. when they broke up she accused him of r@p3. he had two other accusations against him as well but i stayed neutral bc they were both very close to me. months go by and my best friend at the time double crosses me many times so we stop being friends and i get back with that ex and start defending him on everything. back to present time right now me and that ex are done for good and he’s blocked. me and the girl are civil with each other but now idk how i feel. it feels wrong to the talk my ex bsf again but im glad not to have beef with her. but at the same time i feel like im betraying him. a few weeks ago the ex came to my house uninvited to get his stuff which was fine but then he started harassing me and was so unbelievably disrespectful. i told him never to do that again and ever since we haven’t talked and he have eachother blocked. can i have some advice ?

December 22, 2022

throughout my life, i’d be sexually assaulted in little ways then non so i have never been raped (luckily) but i’ve been grabbed, touched, and kissed unconsensually. it really changed my perception in love AND MEN and the realism that most men that will or have came in my life don’t actually love or let alone care about me but just want me for sex. i think social media makes it worse considering how many ppl message me on instagram about me. this only intensified when i got kissed and grabbed by a guy at a party. i was talking to him like normal for 30 mins about my life and his but then he started to act weird and he started to kiss me and i kissed him back but i was wayy too drunk to understand what was going on and i didn’t wanna do this anymore. he grabbed my waist a bunch of times n tried to keep going even grabbed my butt and i was persistent on not doing this anymore. the next day i felt so nasty and i thought it was gonna be some random conversation at a party but knowing his intentions, he wanted to only have sex with me and even though i don’t know him, i just felt. so used. which makes me think even more that men only want me for my body. i really don’t trust any man. at all. i haven’t ever been in a relationship because of assuming i’m only good for my body. i just don’t know how to reverse that mindset and i really wanna do stuff like what other ppl do like go on dates and be cuddling while talking about your life. not just sex this sex that. makes me think i’m not gonna be able to be in a relationship for the fear im going to be used as a sex toy and be dropped for the next man.

December 22, 2022

At 11 yrs old I was staying the night w my nana and her lake house abt an hour away from where I lived, and I was staying there with my brother younger cousin and my older cousin who is just a couple months older than me. And we got on the top bunk while my younger cousin who we’re gonna call k and my brother (younger) who we’re gonna call s we’re on the bottom bunk now, me and m(my older cousin) we’re just on the top bunk and I’m just sitting there listening to her rant abt her bf and her talking to her bf. So eventually I changed the subject to something else and then we started taking abt Tiktok trends so me and her tried the belly dance trend (don’t be shy girl go bananza shake your body like a belly dancer) and then she kept on messing with my nanas dog and so she was wearing black so she asked to use my moms lint roller who I stole from her for a couple of days and I said sure but just one time she said ok. Then she keeps on messing with the dog and then until finally my nana got on to her. Then she changed in to my clothes (she didn’t ask) put on my underwear, my crop top and shorts and my bra (that are brand new and havnt worn them yet. I got mad at her then she claimed that they were hers like miss girl no they are not now tell me what store were these from (got them all wrong) she also kept EVERYTHING so then after she apologized and then said again that they were hers we went back to the top bunk. Then after s and k left the room and the door was shut she told me to spread my legs out (into like an going into labor/birthing position) and then started touching me not exactly down there but near it. And I couldn’t tell her to stop then I told her I was hungry and I need to go to the bathroom she had also just eaten but I havnt and that’s what I want to say spread awareness abt being sexually touched! <3

December 22, 2022