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I was two months away from one year clean of sh and tonight got really rough and i lost the battle. i’ve been doing so good recently, but i had such a bad panic attack that i couldn’t help myself. normally i wouldn’t feel this bad but i asked my best friend who was so worried about me for the timing of something just so i could gage how long it’s been. I really feel like i shouldn’t have brought him into it.

July 18, 2023

One time I had a crush on this boy, and I. Finally had the courage to go up and tell him I like him but then I saw my friend kiss him and make out with him My eyes filled with tears as I ran out of the lunch room. But the worst thing was she new I liked him but she had a boyfriend, so I told him and we started making out and she came out of the lunch room and she saw us and started yelling at me so I smacked her in the face and got expelled.

July 18, 2023

In my 16 years of life, the biggest regret I ever had is discovering pornography at the age of 8. I am broken. I touched my cousin while she was sleeping because I was tempted to do so. I eventually got caught by my family, but they didn’t say anything. I started overthinking which eventually led me to depression, disappointment,insecure, sensitive and anti social. I masturbated twice every single day. I thought I would stop one day but I guess I got addicted without realizing it. moral of the story. STOP WATCHING PORN, START WORKING ON YOURSELF AND FIGHT THE URGE BECAUSE THE PLEASURE IS NOT WORTH IT.

July 18, 2023

Wish I can kill myself, but I can't and it's hard living everyday with depression and anxiety. All I have to do is to pretend everyday I can't . And I was raped twice I am even scared to have children what if they get raped too.

July 18, 2023

My mom found out she had stage 4 breast cancer and I found out the following day after overhearing her phone call. I watched her slowly lose herself and I tried the best I could to help her. I missed every day of school to stay and make sure she at least tried to eat or make it to the bathroom. After she passed I found out that I was the only person that knew from the beginning, the rest of my family didn’t find out until it started getting really bad. I watched her cry in pain every night. I blame myself everyday… if I would’ve said something she’d still be here. I have a similar story with my dad. He passed the day after my birthday and the last time we actually talked was when I was calling him a terrible person. I am the terrible person. I still regret everything.

July 17, 2023

When I was 8 I would hit myself and I never knew it was bad. I got depressed because my family never loved me and always made me feel guilty for somthing I never did. I have never been able to take a pill and my mom would hit me for it. I have a eating problem and when I did not finish my food my dad would hit me every 5 minutes and I would be forced. It’s been a few years. My dad has apologized and he’s a lot nicer now. My mom is still not the best but I have to forgive and forget. On top of all of that people bully me and call me a liar because I’m the youngest child, and apparently the youngest is the favorite. Thanks for letting me share

July 17, 2023

Everyone around me thinks I’m the happiest, most joy filled person they have ever seen, especially my fiancé. What people don’t know is that I’ve been deeply depressed for over 2 years now and I can’t find the source of it. I hate myself and I’ve never loved myself. I’ve always wanted to be more but never wanted to be me. 3 different times in my life I was on the verge of commuting suicide and I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt the people around me. Everyday I live for the people I love but I never live for myself. They don’t know this. I’m glad they don’t because they are happy. I wish I was gone.

July 17, 2023

I’m not a relationship person but I’ve been in a relationship with the best girl ever for 3 months now. I really did like her, or I felt like I should like her. I regret asking her out. I just can’t bring myself to be as into her as she is into me. Idk what’s wrong with me. I miss being single but I don’t want to break up with her. Not because I don’t want to hurt her but because I love her friendship and idk if we could remain friends after dating.

July 17, 2023

My boyfriend and I once had a 3some with a girl. I feel bad cause she gave better head than him and I constantly think about how she made me finish cause he can’t. He got better eventually but he’s only good at giving head. I also think I just don’t really have feelings for him anymore just sexual attraction when I want something not sure what to do about that.

July 17, 2023

I’ve been an optimist for as long as i’ve been alive. But i’m only the optimist because someone has to be. I’m friends with a bunch of people going through tough times, and they need someone to take care of them. I volunteered! I don’t regret my decision, but i feel like no one’s there for me at my lowest. I’m always the happy one, so very rarely do i express my lowest moments around them. I need to be strong for my friends! But i just wish that sometimes someone was there for me. My optimism is fake, and it has been for about 6 years.

July 17, 2023