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I slept with my bestfriend's ex I don't know how to call it but they wea not that so close in a relationship my friend had many guys so they would see each other once o twice a month. This Guy came to me on how he wants me taking about us having nasty ass sex it was all about friends with benefits I said no to him for quite sm time but he would not give up. I had a boyfriend n he knew about him. Time went by and I gave up but before I used to ask him if him n my bestir still fuck he denied it telling me how he doesn't even hw shez doing coz they don't tom anymore. Guys I tried so much not to give in but i got weak went to his house n did everything weeks later found out I was pregnant ofcos it wasn't my Guys but his told him about it and asked wat I wanted to do with it told him let's abort it coz m not gonna have Abby with u and u kr why tho he kinda wanted me to keep it so gave me money and I deleted the fetus I know I was wrong regretted everything during the arboting situation promised not to ever talk or even go back to him but I was too late for that since I had fallen in love with him I still got back to his house now I m pregnant again for him

January 5, 2023

College was very rough for me. I was extremely depressed, even with my brother going to the same college it was hard. I used to just disappear and go for a hike in the near by park unannounced. My favorite spot to go was a 90 foot cliff over rocks and a river known for people jumping. One day I woke up and I just couldn’t go any further so I got dressed and told my Brother I loved him which I never really did and left. I had every intention to jump off that cliff. I get there and I’m looking over the cliff and I get a phone call. It’s my brother calling asking if I wanted to come grab some food and watch a movie with him because we haven’t been able to spend any quality time together for about a year. Something clicked after we hung up and I broke down standing over this cliff. To this day no one knows about it not even him and I say I love you every time we leave each other’s house. I want to tell him but I don’t know how.

January 5, 2023

TW: ED So, last year i developed an eating disorder. (still in recovery) and a few weeks ago i discovered that the friend i was telling everything to about it. (how i feel about it, my doctor appointments, basically the whole thing) talked behind my back about my weight (calling me fat), judged my feelings, told people that i was doing it for attention and said the whole thing to everybody as if it was "tea" (keep in mind that i am diagnosed). she doesn’t know i know that. i can’t even look her in the eyes. still didn’t confront her though

January 5, 2023

When I was 6 years old I walked into my dads room and saw him in the closet dead and i looked at him and walked out his room and 3 min later my mom walked in and screamed and now I’m 20 and she doesn’t know that I saw him first

January 5, 2023

In October 2019, my grandma passed away. She had been sick for a while and constantly in the hospital. Finally, when my family knew she wasn’t strong enough anymore, we put her into a hospice to make her comfortable. Originally my family was all going to go one night to say their goodbyes and just be with her. I was gonna go but I just couldn’t bare to see her in pain, so I decided not to go. That was on a Tuesday. On the Thursday of that same week, she had passed away. When my mom told me I burst into tears because I knew I never got to say goodbye. Everyone in my family got to say goodbye except for me. Till this day, almost 3 years later and I still regret my decision everyday. I feel like I was selfish and that my grandma would be disappointed in me. My family tells me she would understand but deep down I’m disappointed in myself.

January 4, 2023

I literally hate this fucking girl. She used to touch me inappropriately every single bloody day. I was her neighbor, and I was the age of 5. She did it for many years. I thought it was a game. Her name is Alexandra. I hope she's dead. I also never told anybody about it. Even my dad would abuse me at 2 months. Now I have a scar under my eye. He would punch me, and shake me. Fuck them. I self harmed in 5th-6th grade. My parents found out. I hate my parents. They yell at me all the time, they put all their anger out on me. I hope they go to Hell. Even my "friends" use me, and they bully me behind my back. I have nobody. I've been to fave schools, I've lived in 9 houses, and I haven't seen my biological mom in 7 years. I am literally going to kill myself.

January 4, 2023

I stop going to school because I don’t feel pretty. All the girls at my school are prettier than me. I just want to feel pretty. I don’t know what to do I try to wear what everyone else wears and hope someone would notice but no one ever looks at me. All the girls at my school have boyfriends or people that like them but I feel like no one likes me. Every time a guy wants me it’s for my body because they think I’m easy to get with because I don’t have any guys or boys that like me. I feel worthless.

January 4, 2023

the guy i liked and he liked me fell in love with my best friend. he has no bad intentions and i don’t blame him she’s just better than me in every way it just hurts to tell then yeah go be happy with each other but honestly i just want them both to be happy and she deserves him anyway and she asked me if i liked him i said i don’t know but she didn’t tell me she was talking to him i just wish i would’ve said yes yes i like him a lot and he makes me the happiest i’ve ever been in my life but it’s done now i just gotta live with it

January 4, 2023

You know your first memory when you actually become “sentient”? Mine was seeing my mother hanging in my garage at the age of 6. I went out of the garage and just went to bed and didn’t tell anyone where she was after my dad and family said she was missing. Eventually they found her body and to this day I still think about it. I don’t know why I didn’t say or do anything but I didn’t.

January 4, 2023

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be enough like if what I do is enough to satisfy my need for recognition and accomplishment and I wonder if everyone hates me because it really feels that way and I get that I can be tough but I’m a person with feelings and other people I know just don’t seem to get that so it hurts really bad especially at night for some reason

January 4, 2023