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I have to share that all my life has been nothing byt seggsual harrassment. my little brother used to ask me to smell my butt and would always touch my butt. my nephews (we are close in age) tried to have seggs with me when they stayed with me for a summer. it was nothing but getting groped. i hated it. i turned to online chats from the age of 8 and up and i learned all about what things meant. a neighbor boy made me go into our shed and do bjs. i got older and i nonstop got harrassed and used. i got r@ped when i drove a friend home from the first time i ever hung out with friends. Guys at work talked to my bf about having 3 somes. im not even pretty. a guy from church texted me-hes married and his wife was pregnant with their miracle. the police looked into it but they 'couldnt recover the texts' or find evidence. but i got in trouble for having pictures of myself. i dated a registered seggs offender hoping that he'd k!lI me, knowing he has liked me since i was 4. 19, and married now. so i guess ill be having seggs for the rest of my life. i hate it and i hate myself. i wish i was an asexual blob.

January 8, 2023

On my birthday I was on the trampoline with my cousin's we were having fun until my my dad came outside he told us to get inside now so we did then a car pulled up to the drive way we did not know who it was no one answerd the door my mom was scared as fuck we looked at the cameras it was my crazy step dad if we opend the door my mom would of died infront of our face

January 8, 2023

When I was younger(4) my cousins used to touch me inappropriately. I remember being pulled behind curtains and chairs only to be told to touch someone or be touched. I remember this happening so many times. Then when I was like 9 or 10 some kids came over to my house and I remember making one touch me. I thought since it was done to me, maybe it was okay. But, even though I was little I’ve never felt more irritated in my life. I still see those cousins. They still come around. I act like I don’t remember because they probably think I don’t. It breaks my heart when I do because I feel so irritated with my body and feel like I can never trust anyone with it. I just hate it, remembering it. When they slept over and made me touch them. These days I’m forcing myself to forget because It hurts to remember.

January 8, 2023

So when I was 6 my uncle started to touch me so like there was this day that I stayed with my aunt bc she would take me to school and there was a time that I was in the kitchen sitting down and my uncle just came and touch me and it was just me in the kitchen and I’ve been touched by him since kindergarten to third grade and there was one day that I got tired and I told my mom about it and she believed me but then there was this day that my whole family started fighting about stuff and that’s when my mom told my aunt and I tough she wouldn’t believe her but she did and I’m now I’m so scared of him bc of that I don’t even call him uncle no more

January 8, 2023

I was r@ped and s3x@lily abused at the age of 6 years old, and was later gaslighted and assaulted at 12. I have been better now, (10th grade now) but last year was the hardest time of my life. I have been Almost 3 weeks clean now and wanted to tell people my story so they don’t get hurt like I did. Trust only the best and don’t hide anything from the people who love you. They Can help you <333

January 8, 2023

My mom cheated on my dad with my brothers best friend who was 18 at the time. My brother caught them making out in the bathroom and it was one of the hardest things I've had to deal with in life. Couple of weeks after this happened I stopped my dad from killing himself and it stays with me everyday. I dont understand why my own mom would do that to us. It hurt so bad I dont think I'll ever be able to forgive her for what she did but I am glad she is out of our lives tho. Growing up she was mean to me and she would abuse me verbally, mentally and emotionally. For one instance she would pee all over the floor and make me clean it up. She would scream at me because she pissed in the floor and I didnt wanna clean up her mess. She would be so mean and yell at me all the time. I just wanted a loving mom. She made me start hating myself before anyone else.

January 8, 2023

When my youngest turns 18, I’m going to Kill myself because life is overrated and I don’t want to be here anymore. I wish I would have done it before I had kids but I think I was too afraid. I’m ready this time and I’m really ok and at peace with this.

January 7, 2023

Last year when I got my taxes in, I went and bought my wife the pills she wanted and weed. A bunch of both. Me and my current wife would get so high I can't remember most of those months. My wife would talk me into letting me go hang out with her exs. I would go on her phone and see messages between them and break down but kept everything to myself. My wife would use me for money and rides and I never did anything about it. I couldn't hardly drive one time without just ending it right there. I would save texts so if people find me they could read my thoughts. The only thing getting me through it was the thought of my kid. Every day I had to fight the urge. One thing I will never be able to tell my family is how close I was from being gone. I love them.

January 7, 2023

i always poured milk before my cereal and i don’t regret it lmaoooooooooooo lean is better than melatonin but on a serious note my momma tried to walk my goldfish and the water was out but then i tried to apply for a job today and i started yesterday and my car is a car but isn’t a car but is a car so yeah. i also crunch my balls too my teeth and my ears were dripping white juice and my teeth grind a stone each day with my pops who died tomorrow

January 7, 2023

I once told someone to die. It’s my biggest regret and I hate myself so much for it and I feel so bad but I can’t take it back. It haunts me and whenever I’m around my friends I can’t help but think that I might make that mistake again. I wish I could take it back, and I know that I disappointed a lot in of people. I just needed to say something about it.

January 7, 2023