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I hate her. So much. But I love being her friend. So much. She’s fun, funny, kind, and much more. But I really don’t like her. It’s hard to explain. She’s so pretty and good at everything. Like literally good at everything. And I suck. Yet she wants to be my BEST FRIEND. My best friends of over 3 years don’t like her. And I don’t either, but I do. And I don’t know what to do. I know she talks about me and I know she wouldn’t care if I left her but there’s something about her that keeps bringing me back. It feels like if I left her I would have absolutely nothing left anymore. I would just break. I don’t want to feel like that. It’s like I don’t have control over my feelings anymore. Does anybody know what I should do?

January 15, 2023

About 3 years ago I was at soccer and I wasn’t aloud to have Snapchat yet. It was raining during practice so we went to our cars to wait for the delay and my dad went out to talk to my coach. I went on his phone and went to Snapchat bc I would always play with the filters and I see a snap from a lady named Tiffany. I know all of his close work friends. Neve heard of this lady. I clicked on her and there’s a chat that goes all the way back to 2018 with their bitmojis hugging and a heart. There is no contact name for a Tiffany in his phone. She is his 1 on his bsf list to this day. I asked him he said she’s from work but I’ve never really let go of that even though it seems like nothing it really bothers me

January 15, 2023

before my mom died, my dad was cheating on her. she found out and wanted to be separated, but before they could she got sick. I didn’t know at first but on the day after my mom passed, my dad’s mistress called him asking where to meet. Then 1 week after her funeral, my dad started bringing her over. Then after 2 months he finally said she was his girlfriend. Now she’s my stepmom. My stepsister keeps saying, “well my dad doesn’t love me so it’s worse than losing a parent.” I have so much anger towards her bc how can you compare that? I want to yell at my dad and ask him why he thinks he can just get away with it, but after losing my mom, I had to step up for my siblings. Make them happy. So i guess I’ll say it here.

January 15, 2023

I broke up with my narcissist partner of 7 plus years, it was an awful relationship an 2 years on I still I cant believe im out. I always had an up & downs relationship with his family mainly because of the lies he had told about them, but they know what he is like because before me, he was a cruel individual who seggsually assualted his little sister who was 3 at the time & had to be removed from his family home. I never found this out untill we had our little girl now 5! As time past I started to get these strong feelings towards his mum an it really through me back because I have never liked another woman in that way an when I do its the one woman In the world I could never be with. It is all just very confusing, I mean physically she's beautiful, but its wrong. She is my child's grandmother. I just feel a massive judgment hanging over me for ever telling her how I felt, she said there's some things you just don't say an keep to yourself but my mouth doesn't connect with my brain an I just be impulsive with my thoughts!

January 15, 2023

I grew up in a abusive and alcoholic family till I was round 7. When I was a kid, I loved my parents, thought they were the best, and then child services took me a away. Now tht I'm older, I realize, wat kinda parents will neglect their children and turn to drugs, alcohol and violence as the answer. I hate them for it, I hate them for ruining my whole siblings lives, and mine. I hate them for ignoring the threats of taking their own kids away and only caring untill they are taken. It's to late! Why do you even bother trying to get us back when you never looked after us. I have a little brother, and my mom had the choice of either keeping him and dropping my dad or choosing my dad and leaving my brother. She chose my brother, and honestly I feel so hurt by tht. I know tht it's good for my brother, but WHY the HELL did it take ALL of your DAMN kids to be taken for you to then choose my brother and finally for it to get in your head tht I need to be there for my kid! Yes I'm really jealous and I'm sad and I'm so so angry. And it's stupid, cause I always told myself I didn't care, but honestly I do, I care to much. Like why didn't you choose me, or my siblings from the beginning. I hate tht I care, and I hate tht I still love them. They hurt me, physically and mentally and I still love them, I still want a mom and dad who will choose me over the things tht ruined my life, who I can look at and be like, I'm enough for them. Like am I really.

January 15, 2023

I have always been best friends with my cousins, since I was a baby. We are super close, even though we only see each other a few times a year. One of them is a boy about 2 years older than me. Let’s call him Bob. From the time I was like 9, Bob would always play dirty truth or dare with me and we would always do really inappropriate things. For example, he would hump me or make me touch his d!ck. It was technically consensual, but usually he had to convince me and I always felt super guilty but i didn’t know what was truly so bad about it until I was about 11/12. When he tried to get me to play I told him no, and he got mad and started telling me how unfair I was being. I told him that it was wrong and he made up a bunch of excuses. I felt so guilty and every time I see him i feel so dirty. The sad part is that we can never go back to just being normal, because he’s been so creepy. I wish things could just be better and his memories would be wiped.

January 14, 2023

When my cousin (female) and I(male) were little, we were exploring each other. We were about four or five, and wanted to play a game in a blanket fort. Our parents had left us for the day, and both of us had been exposed to the hub before. We both watched porn for hours and then we wanted to try it. So she and I both got naked and we tried to gross out the other person in the tent and get them to leave. It started with kissing. Then it progressed to at one point I stuck my finger in her pussy. Then she licked my dick. I got bricked up and didn't know why. So I put my balls on her cheek. And then she sat on my face. Eventually she just sat on my dick and my dick didn't go into her. We did that for like 30 minutes until it did, and she said it hurt, and left. She didn't tell anyone and I haven't either. I moved a few days ago and she wanted to do it again before we left. We didn’t. Because now I understand how wrong that is. I’m trying to forget what happened but I’m not sure how to. Any suggestions?

January 14, 2023

I am in the worst place I have ever been in my entire life. I hate waking up each morning, I hate seeing myself in the mirror, I hate school, I hate everyone. The other night I was so close to ending it all. I had my knife ready and all my letters written. The thing that stopped me was genuinely that goddamn alarm that plays on your tv at 2am. I just dont know what to do now bc everyday is still a struggle. My bsf saw my c*ts and he is worried now but I dont want to bother him bc he has his own mental issues. I just feel like Im playing a part in front of everyone each day and its exhausting.

January 14, 2023

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January 13, 2023

I don’t understand my emotions so it’s hard for me to tell if I actually love someone. I have to imagine them passing away to see if I have any feelings for them. I also can’t tell the difference between platonic and romantic love. I’ve accidentally gotten into a relationship thinking that what I was feeling was romantic love and ended up hurting a really good friend. I really wish I wasn’t like this. I hate it so much.

January 13, 2023