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I was SAed and have an STD. This might sound crazy but I’ve had an STD for as long as I can remember. The oldest time that I know I had it was when I was five. This is an actual STD and there is no other way i could get it other than having s*xual contact with someone. I was a CHILD. I’ve come to accept the STD as part of me but I won’t let go the fact that someone did that to a child. Just know if you are that sick person and are seeing this right now I will find you one day. You messed my future up, I was just a kid.

January 31, 2023

There's this guy I really like. But the thing is I have no idea why I like him. He's younger then me, I'm into older men. I don't find his looks appealing. But the weird thing is other girls would be like "yeah he's cute I wouldn't date him tho" while I'm like "he's ugly but I'd date him" Me and him had a class together last year I was a sophomore he was a freshman. He was always mean to me but also sweet. Which is why I think I fell for him. He'd do these small acts straight from movies. Which made me fall for him even harder. He's so mean to me but so nice to everyone else, it's so confusing. But then he trash talked me to my friend saying I'm annoying and how he's mean to me so I leave him alone. Which hearing that made me cry so much, to think that him, a guy I loved talking to thought of me that way, it really hurt me. But even so I can't help but forgive him and think he meant it lightheartedly. I truly don't understand anything that goes through his mind. Everyone says he's a dick, that he's no good for me, a goody two shoes. But I just see him as a heavily misunderstood guy, like you have no idea what he could be going through at home. I truly think he has the best intentions. He's a good person, not a nice person. But he doesn't like me he has made it very clear to me. Yet I still can't move on. I don't even have any classes with him this year. Yet he's still the only thing on my mind. I just don't know what to do. I guess I could just suck it up for the next two years until I graduate.

January 31, 2023

I want to kill my self but I can’t because of my family. I’m scared that they will blame it on themselves but honestly I just don’t want to have to be here any longer.

January 30, 2023

This is probably my most deepest secret since it took a while to think about it. Me and my brother never got along ever since my parents got divorced so he tried to drown me multiple times on my birthday and almost killed me when I was about 8 when I was just starting swimming lessons with him. He admitted that he should've done it so I attempted to stab him which ik is messed up but he told me to kms several times and I almost did 3-4 different times if it weren't for my friends to talk me out of it.

January 30, 2023

At the time I was still 5 or 6 and my mom and I were spending the night at a friends house. It was fun and I still got to watch tv and stuff but we had to leave and there was a car in the driveway. I thought it would be my dad but as my mom and I walked in it wasnt my dad, it was some rich guy. We went to the park to play IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT and ended up leaving to his house. Now when I tell you this guy was rich, I mean HE HAD A MANSION. He said hi to his family and maids I think and we made our way to his room. I was laid on the couch that was next to their bed and they ended up fcking. I heard my moms m0ans and I legitimately was scared. I didnt know what they were doing because they were under the covers. The next day he brought us to his basketball game. I dont remember much of it but all I know was I was scared. I didnt know who this person was and he was kissing my mother, certainly NOT my dad. When we finally got home I later told my dad what happened. My mom tried explaining that is was a dream and we were at her friends house that whole weekend. BUT WHAT 5 YEAR OLD DREAMS OF S3X? I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT WAS. Later on after my parents divorce in 2018 my dad told me he believed me all those years and partly knew what happened and said how he tried hanging himself that night it happened. Now that my mom has a new fiancé I am suspicious of her cheating on him like with her and my dad. That night never left my mind.

January 30, 2023

I had sex with someone I absolutely hate and I forced myself through it and eventually they basically started using me every day and if was painful and hurt but I forced myself through it for hours at a time and they never wanted to stop even if I told them it hurt and I hate myself for going through it and not doing something

January 30, 2023

All of my life men have taken advantage of me. When I was 5 my dad touched me. When I was 7 my cousin made me do things that I didn’t understand or know what I was doing. When I met my stepdad, he was a constant negative figure in my life that would constantly call me names, belittle me, and make me feel like such a shell of a life. If I hadn’t had my siblings to think of or that needed protection, I would not be here right now telling this story. My main drive in life now is to make sure that whoever comes into my life now never has to feel the hurt and pain of being someone that takes other peoples crap and lies.

January 30, 2023

Hey, I’m Damon, and I have ppl that don’t except me… school has been hard, I’m in rotc and I am under a lot of pressure because some teenager had the audacity to run up on my momma and I couldn’t do anything, all I did was yell at him and say that he wasn’t gonna talk to my momma like that, I was stressed and I locked myself in the bathroom and cried… my mom is a wonderful person… she didn’t deserve that… should I try harder…

January 30, 2023

Not too long ago I told the one I thought I trusted and “loved”me that I had gotten sexually assaulted for many years by my step dad and that’s why I changed drastically, it really hurt me and till this day it’s hard to forgive him, people started finding out and spreading rumors and to protect him I told my mom it was my uncle, and I regret it so much! A part of me can’t stop caring about him and the other part is broken and unable to trust another man.

January 30, 2023

back when i was in 3rd/2nd grade i had this friend, we both hung out together a lot , and even were very close to the point where i stayed at his house for a week straight, his parents dropping me off at our school, coming after school to play in his pool, well then he told me he was going to boarding school, he’s probably dead now ‍♀️ i miss him, if you went to a boarding school in Switzerland, ur name starts with a c, and in that time period please comment and i’ll try to find you

January 30, 2023