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When I was in 5th grade we were watching a movie in my comm arts class and the boy next to me (same age) started groping me. I remember telling him to stop and he said “why? Don’t you like it?” I went to the principals office after the class and they said they talked to him. Apparently he said he didn’t do it and got off Scott-free. A week later it happened again in the hallway during class. He touched me everywhere and I still remember it vividly. I was a small kid and he wasn’t so I was seriously scared for my life at that point. I never told anyone because they wouldn’t believe me anyways. I’m 15 now and I still have nightmares about that and other things like it a lot. That was the third time I’d been SAd and I’m so scared it’ll happen again because I don’t know if anyone will believe me.

July 21, 2023

Starting from when I was about 10 years old I would be constantly beaten by my mother, my dad didn’t care or even care to know she would sometimes do it in front of him and he would act like he didn’t see anything. I had bruises on my legs and arms that I would have to cover up in middle school. This one time I was in my bed my dad already went to work in the morning and my mom came in my room and started screaming for me to get up so she could beat me with the belt. I screamed back at her telling her I did nothing wrong I did nothing wrong but she dragged me out of bed and hit me with it multiple times. When I was in elementary school my older sister molested me telling me that we could play a game and I didn’t realize what the game was until high school. My sophomore year of high school my mom got mad at me and grabbed my hair and hit my head into a chair causing a concussion. My middle sister reported it because she was scared for my safety and my mom went to court for it but they let it go. My senior year of high school my mom confessed she’s been seeing another man for six years, I told my dad after about a month and he didn’t do anything about it. Before my mom confessed I already knew. Whenever my dad went out of town she would take long nights out of the house staying with someone and wouldn’t tell us where she went. She leave at like 10 at night then come home around seven in the morning. My junior year I dated a 20-year-old because I thought he was nice but he turned out to be very toxic and would blame me for all his problems. When I broke up with him he set all his friends on me and they harassed me for a year until I almost killed myself. They still don’t know that to this day. The same man raped me on December 31, 2020. For about a year and a half after that I was very depressed I would cry every single night hoping that life would get better and it didn’t for a year and a half. This is a short version of my life story, maybe someone can relate to this and see there are other people like them. There are millions of people that are going through it worse than I am and I pray that they make their way into an amazing future.

July 21, 2023

Growing up I had custody with my father( I was 8 years old, I'm 15 now) I would have certain days where I would go to my father's house and spend the night. Most of the time he would never feed me because he was busy having Sx in the room across from where I stayed. He didnt care about me at all. All he cared about was Sexual Pleasure and Sx. It got to the point to where one night I was hungry and I walked in on them doing it but it wasnt the normal way. I told my mom about what was going on and thankfully i got taken away from his rights and it still haunts me till this day.

July 21, 2023

A year ago I started using social media to try and make some friends. I met someone really nice that made me feel happy and we ended up in a poly relationship. I had to break up with them because I knew my parents found out I had social media, and I knew I wasn't going to be able to talk to them anymore. It wouldn't have been fair to keep them in a relationship when I had to leave. They've moved on but I know I hurt them and I regret it so much. I haven't told my family about it because they don't know I'm questioning my sexuality, and I know they won't let me talk to them again. I miss them a lot, they are a good person, and even if it isn't romantically, I'd like to talk to them again. I'm scared of my disappointing my family.

July 20, 2023

My moms husband came home drunk and decided to go into my room lay in my bed I didn’t scream I was terrified he was very abusive towards my mom and I didn’t know what to do but he decided to put his hands around my thighs and he caressed my face and was playing with my hair then he literally kissed my fucking lips and I was so terrified I tried to not act like I was awake I told my mom and she didn’t report to the police she married that man a few months later and that is the whole reason I don’t trust men and will never wear shorts I was 11 not super young but to know that till this day he will never suffer for what happened he will get to live his life all fucking happy while I have to know that my mom trusted and loved him more than she did me

July 20, 2023

I have been in a relationship with my significant other for a little bit over a year now. We’re happy together, I love them and I know they love me. However there is this one person. I don’t love them, nor do I want to be with them. I only see them about twice a year during parties and get together. They’re a friend of my sibling. Every time, we end up in each other’s arms. This person is also in a relationship. They have been for some time. They live with their significant other. I don’t want to break them up, I think they are great together and they should be happy together. I just can’t help myself, when we see each other I can’t resist it. I don’t need advice, I know what I’m doing is wrong. I just wanted to tell “someone” about it because there is no one I can share it with. I don’t regret my actions, and I would like to be able to tell you that the love I have for my significant other is stronger than that and I’ll never do it again but that would be a lie. Because when I see that person I am simply attracted to them, and it feels good to be with them, just for a few hours. Thank you for reading

July 20, 2023

I fell in love with my brother’s best friend. We did things together behind my brother’s back. We would text all day and FaceTime almost every night. He wanted to be something more but I told him I couldn’t because I couldn’t do that to my brother. Even though I really did love him. We talked about our future together. But I kept a secret from him that I didn’t want kids or even get married. After I told him those things knowing he wants them. I couldn’t help but feel like I was holding him back. I told him about a year ago that I couldn’t be friends with him because it hurt me to see a life I could never live with him. We haven’t talked since. I regret hurting him. I never wanted to hurt him. He was my first love. My best friend and now we are stranger. Not only that after we ended things his friendship with my brother ended and I can’t help but feel it was all my fault. If he ever reads this I just want to say that you will always be in my heart. I hope you are happy and that you have found someone that loves every part of you. I love you.

July 19, 2023

Before I die… I want my family to know I’m sorry for every little drug I did… for hiding for so long. I want my ex fiancé AH to know I’m sorry I wasn’t brought and I’m sorry you fell out of love with me. I’m sorry it’s not the same. I would do everything for you. I didn’t plan on living past 22… that’s why I rushed to get married to you. That’s why I rushed to have a baby soon… so you had a piece of me when I was gone. That for the past year since July 5th of 2021 I didn’t plan on living past 22. I wanted to make sure you never were alone and you knew every aspect of love from me.

July 19, 2023

One day I hope I can die, two years ago I had a really bad trip and saw myself die, I witnessed death, judgement, my funeral and my grandmother crying, I saw a gavel slam down and knew that this was it. My last thoughts were oh god I’ll never get to be anyone I want. I’ll never get to live to grow to become me. I was arrested later that night, Now I’m here two years later still trying to rebuild my mind. I found God I found myself, but it cost me my sanity. Ever since then I’ve cut I’ve tried to build the courage up to end it but I can’t bring myself to do it. I believe I’m in hell and that god has abandoned me. If anyone is out there please pray for me.

July 19, 2023

When I was 7 years old (I’m 14 now) we went over to my uncles house for thanksgiving. Everything was chaotic because I have a huge family so my other uncle used the chaos as an opportunity. He took me up to the bathroom and r@ped me for like 45 minutes. He made me give him a bj, he tortured me, and he r@ped me over and over. After what felt like forever, he got dressed, told me he’d kill me if I told anyone, and went downstairs to eat like nothing ever happened. He still does it often. I see him a lot and he does it almost every single time we’re around him. I can’t do anything to stop him but I feel so used and tired. And now I’m su!c!dal because of it. I just want it to end.

July 19, 2023