When I was younger, my parents really weren’t doing too good, so my dad wasn’t always in the picture. He would party, go out with his friends, wouldn’t come home at night, maybe even the next day. I remember this night so clearly, my dad wasn’t home that night, because he was working out of town, so it was just my mom, my sister, brother and I. Me and my younger sister shared a room together. Me and my sister always slept with just a shirt and our underwear, it really wasn’t weird because we were children. Well I remember everything before I fell asleep. I changed, brushed my teeth, and went straight to bed. I vividly remember waling up in the middle of the night with my underwear on my right side and my covers at the end of the bed. I really can’t explain what had happened. Later on in life, I was around maybe 7 or 8. I started playing “house” with all my younger cousins. It was when I got older I realized that what I was doing was not normal. I was confused , because how can a 7 yr old know all those things, if I was never exposed to anything like that. Well that I remember. Now I live with a lot of regret, because those were my younger cousins.
