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When my I first met my mil she showed herself to be a religious Muslim with such a good voice tone. Anyone could be tricked into thinking she is an angel. I once went upstairs to put my son to sleep while she sat downstairs woth her daughter in my living room. I could not remember where I put my baby camera so I turned to my phone to see where I left it. It was on and active and I heard disgusting words spoken about my family, I heard things about me I wish I never did. 3 years on and iv still not told her I heard anything. But I struggle to believe the face she puts on is real. If I speak up my husband would say I'm trying to make him against his mother as I hold no evidence and it could potentially ruin my relationship. Help

February 6, 2023

Life has been so hard and unfair for me since I was young. I go through Everything on my own. I have no one to share my feelings with. My mom and I are close but she never has time to listen to what is happening in my life. Sometimes she will watch me make wrong decisions then tell me later I knew you was fucking up. I don't have friends that I can share or express my thoughts to. My bestfriend will ask me if I'm okey and when I start telling him the problem he just stops paying attention. So it's me for me every time. Lately I have been having suicidal thoughts. I just want to die so that this pain can go away. Nothing in my life runs smoothly. When I think things are going well.... something stressful comes up. I hope I will keep fighting this thoughts till I am out of this dark place.

February 6, 2023

I used to be in a relationship with someone. We had a shared best friend and i was best friends with this guy before i even knew my boyfriend. A few days after my birthday our best friend came to the bar with us to celebrate and the plan was that our friend would crash at my place. My bf left early as he had work the next day. Our friend and I kept partying for hours and when we called it a night and our friend came to my place, we ended up h00king up. My bf never found out that the two people closest to him did this. We broke up months later and he still didn't know. Neither of us felt guilty and we're now fwb.

February 6, 2023

I want every memory of myself to be erased. I have caused so much pain to myself and everyone who is around me. I want to be thrown into a river. I want all my pictures deleted. i need them to forget me. All I have ever done for them is mess things up and it pains me to know that I am such a burden on my friends and family. I feel useless, stupid, ugly, and like a disappointment. No one really believed me until now. I wish I would have gotten help earlier but things happen and now I am like this. Ranting to random people on the internet. To my siblings and lovers, I really do love yall. You don't know it’s me but just know, I love you.

February 5, 2023

Lately I’ve been having the fear of growing up. When covid started I was 13 and now I’m turning 16 in about 13 days and I don’t like the thought of it. I’m becoming a junior soon and it freaks me out . Even though I still have two years until high school ends I keep thinking about the future, college me having to move away or grow up to have responsibilities. I feel like my 13 year old self stuck in my 16 self. I never had my 8th grade graduation so it never really processed my mind that I went to high school. My high school experience has went by in a flash because I was online for my freshman year and sophomore year I am in school but it’s more like mask and sanitizer distancing online all together and I can’t really feel the whole experience because we have a lot of rules. I’ve been getting anxiety and stress because of growing up, feeling sick to my stomach, throwing up the time, shaking, not wanting to eat. Even the thought of my birthday scares me and I keep thinking that when I grow up my parents gets older and I can’t lose my mom. I always worry all the time that something bad is going to happen. I’ve been getting better recently but I still get those days where I just wanna cry. I have been getting thoughts where I just wanted to end it but I’m scared of death. I can’t physically hurt myself. Help I don’t know what to do. :( it’s too much. There is soo much I want to say and spill but I already wrote a lot.

February 5, 2023

I have issues. Mental issues. I'm 16, soon to be 17, and I'm bisexual. And um....I'm attracted to basically everyone. I'm attracted to teenagers my age of course. And I also like adults up to mid-30's. But I also like younger. Pre-teens...and even younger than that. I've never harmed anyone that is young. Nor do I ever plan on doing so. Though I think that I won't have kids in the future, just in case I don't change. Because I don't want them hurt because of me. I just....no. I'm easily able to mask my issues, but they are still there. They've been there the last few years, and I hate it. I hate myself. I really wish I can change myself. Because these thoughts I have? God. They're awful. Hell, I've jerked off to the thought of me....enjoying myself with someone younger. And I so so hate that. I wish I was normal...

February 5, 2023

I don’t know what to think. I’ve had small crushes on people in like 2nd grade, 4th grade etc. but I’m in Highschool now and I got my first ever like REAL crush. We’ve never even talked but he’s just so sweet and caring. He doesn’t have a girlfriend so maybe I have a chance? He’s smiled at me before and looked at me plenty. He mentioned me today. It was good though he wasn’t saying anything bad about me. Anyways. I don’t know what to do. I cant tell anyone abt this crush, not my friends, family, anyone. So I just decided to get this off my chest. Thanks.

February 5, 2023

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February 5, 2023

its been 3 years since my nana passed to cancer, who was also my bestfriend. i could go to her when i needed to talk about things i couldnt talk about with friends or my parents. she was there with me through everything and its recently been hard because we lost her mom to cancer 4 months ago. im glad neither of them are hurting anymore. but it hurts me emotionally and physically because theyre both gone, and because im starting to not remember what my nanas voice sounds like. i know it might not seem like a big deal to alot of people. but me and her spent everyday, everyweek, and every weekend together. are birthdays are exactly 2 weeks apart and that's definitely the hardest time of the year for me. i really just wish i could remember her voice, and me not remembering it makes me feel like a bad person. the last time i heard her voice i was 11. and now ill be 15 in 6 months. i feel like i havent made her proud of me. or proud at all. i just wish there was a way for me to hear her voice again...

August 7, 2023

When i was 11 i took my moms phone and search stuff little did i know it would have an impact on my life i started liking smaller boys than me thinking only sex stuff in my head like sleeping with them my concentration in class decreased and i started failing class every time is thinking about little boys age of 9 to 14 i needed help but my parents could see it because all they were thinking is there work and my grades leaving me in the dark i remember coming from school when i was 15 i found my dad in the couch with report card he scolded me telling me am a shame ,worthless and i will never make it in this world that i will be his worker in his shop i remember i went to depression for 7 weeks cried every single night didn't move outside for 7 wks just staying in my bed feeling sad playing with my body and thinking how my life could be better if I died but i didn't have the courage i always regret that day i took the phone and search that thing coz it turned my life around no girlfriend,bad grade,idk my sexulity and i won't accept it if am gay coz of my culture wasted my teen yrs watching porn and jerking off ...... struggling with alot of things like depression, anxiety,porn addict,masterbating addict and am 17yrs....been struggling with those for 6 yrs going 7 this December but know i call for help pls coz my parents wont help and am loosing hope....but one thing am proud of i never had sex with those boys but still struggling to control myself...if a parent read this plz talk to your boys and don't let them be in the dark like me

February 5, 2023