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When I was a kid, I stayed with my aunt and uncle every weekend. Until one night, my older cousin came into my room and started touching on my privates parts and kissing me. This went on for years every night I stayed with them. Yea, I could’ve stopped staying over there at the time to prevent it but i was scared. I didn’t know what to do. This stopped when i was up in age and finally knew that what he was doing to me was wrong. So I started making up excuses to not stay anymore. As soon as I thought I got away from that, I was r@p3d and taken advantage of by other family members. I haven’t told anyone about my either one of those things. I’m afraid no one would believe me. And till this day my cousin doesn’t even bother looking at me. It’s been 10 years. I was 5.

February 16, 2023

Cheating on my boyfriend is my biggest regret. I Honestly didn’t even think I was cheating while I was bc I was really drunk but I knew after I fucked up and I regret it a lot. Why does this have to be 350 characters that’s so stupid now I have to write bullshit down here to even send this in. Blah blah blah. I’m hungry I want some food and cake.

February 15, 2023

in october my grandpa started going downhill, very quickly. a few days before he passed, we got the call that he will be passing sometime soon. my grandparents live far out of town so it couldn’t be a drive back and fourth to visit in his last moments, sorta thing. i had school, and many tests. so my mom and i sat down and discussed if i was going to come out to visit or finish school. i was doing really really bad mentally since i did just lose my uncle, great gma, dog and hamster. so i said i was going to stay in town because i couldn’t handle, just sitting there waiting knowing what was coming. a few days pass, i’m with my dad driving. and i get the call. he’s gone. my biggest regret is not going out there to say goodbye. i never got the chance to say goodbye to anyone else who passed since it was unexpected. but i had the chance too. and i didn’t take it. and i hate it so much that i said no, to saying goodbye. my biggest regret.

February 15, 2023

i used to think that there was some mess up along the way when my parents had me, because they seemed perfect and I was some sort of mentally ill kid that came from nowhere. I knew they were hereditary, but not from who. Until my mom started doing one of my coping mechanisms one night and that scared me. It terrified me actually. I used to think that I was nothing like her, I was more like my dad. But we were the same. Exactly the same.

February 15, 2023

I'm tired of life at this point I want to end it all I'm only 9 and I want help but I'm scared I wish I was better. Pretty teeth, perfect lips, smaller forehead, smaller nose, I wanna be like my friends. but they hate me. They are out camping while I'm having a mental breakdown and they thinks it funny that I'm soo emo and depressed and I don't even know what to do at this point

February 15, 2023

When I was 12 years old I went to my mom’s friends house one time. Me, my mom’s friends son, and one of my family friends who is also a boy, were all on the bed. I was laying on my stomach watching something with my headphones on so I couldn’t hear anything, my family friend was in front of me sitting using phone, and my mom’s friends son was sitting next to me specifically on the edge of the bed near my legs. My mom’s friends son got off the bed and went somewhere behind me, so I thought he was going to the bathroom or something. Then I see my family friend look at him and shake his head slightly signaling no. I then feel my ass getting grabbed, I looked back and glared at him, said wtf, sat up, and then got back to my phone with tears in my eyes. That’s it. I did nothing else. Till this day I regret not doing anything, I regret not smacking the shit out of him, I regret not saying anything. The only person that knows is my best friend who I told the next morning. My parents don’t talk to them anymore since their whole family is f*cked up. I still get goosebumps thinking about it. It may not seem like a lot but it really did affect me badly. I just want to say that please, please say something if ANYTHING like that happened.

February 15, 2023

uhm so when i was 10 (very innocent) and my male cousin was 8, he told me to lock my room door with just me and him in it and he started doing weird things to me that he told me was normal. id rather not go into details. i also caught him giving a blowj to my 6 year old brother. my parents know but they wont tell my dads brother (my cousins dad). they think hes a good religious kid but hes not. hes now 11 and im 14. i cant move on but he already did. cos after all, im the one hurt, not me. my brother forgot everything

February 15, 2023

There was this one time when I was ten..my mom came with a little kitten.It was so little that whenever I carried it..it wanted to suck. So one day an idea came into my mind.It was this one night.. I went to bed earlier than usual and decided to take the kitten along with me... guess what I did...i made it suck my clit.. and I felt the most beautiful feeling I have never felt to date..i only did it once since I was afraid that if i did it again i would get pregnant.. I was so silly ... I'm 22yrs old rn.. and I can never forget the feeling.

February 14, 2023

So I have this crush on a boy at my church and my parents don’t know I was planning to ask him to be my friend and her to know him for at least 3-4 days and then ask him to be my valentine but I got to shy and I didn’t have the chance to ask him to Bmf and I started to feel insecure because I couldn’t do it and my crush reminds me of Camilo Madrigal

February 14, 2023

I wish people that my boyfriend could understand how depressed and fucked up I am in the head. I’m 23 years old and my childhood caused alot of mental health issues for me. I was abused physically and mentally by my mother and step father. My boyfriend sometimes try’s to compare our lives and he would try telling me that HE had the hardest life because of him working at a young age.. no babe. I wish I was the one who could’ve been doing that. Instead between my 3 other siblings living with me and my mom and step father I was the ONLY one who got beaten every day. No I don’t mean beaten as in smacked or grounded. I mean with punches. My stepfather was a big man. With anything they could find punched bitten, hit with a wired hanger, belt, thrown down the stairs everything. I would’ve rather been doing what my boyfriend was than what was happening to me between age 5-13. No one ever understands. I can’t even write everything here because it wouldn’t even be allowed to be shown and be taken down. So I’m keeping the minimal things. I tell them the story’s of what they did to me and no one listens. They think I’m like this right now because I want to. All these character traits about me that No one likes and they think that I just forget things on purpose, that I go selective mute on Purpose. I don’t. I wish that I didn’t. And everyday that I’m alive all I do is make other people happy. That’s all I do. I have to mask my sadness to be normal. I hate masking. I feel so alone all the time because I don’t want to put my sadness onto other people. But it’s so hard that I’m just to the point where I think about unaliving myself.. I know I wouldn’t be able to do it because the pure idea of death and the thoughts give me panic attacks. I just wish I had someone who isn’t my boyfriend to talk to or who isn’t my friend who can’t understand or respond to half the things I tell her. I keep feeling so alone. And I’m so tired of not letting myself be sad because I worry about how it’s going to affect my bf because he gets depressed some days and I don’t want to dump that onto him.

February 14, 2023