Last year I met another girl who was a Muslim by that time I was a Christian,so we started dating for about 6 months then one day she disappeared from there home because of a quarrel with her mother and it was going to be late at night,I was a student that time I was out of the airport from flying lessons,she called me and said that she is walking around the street because she quarrel with her mom ,I tried to convince her to go to her brothers house or any family relatives but she refused,so with out of love I decided to order for her a taxi and to take her to my house and that was the first time we saw each other,so I told her relax I won't hurt you or do anything bad to her ,at night I bought some food we eat and we slept together on one bed but I didn't do sex with her because I knew there religion I told her that night every thing is going to be okay and for us to have sexs the right way is to marry you . After 2 weeks her parents had reported to the police about it and they found us and without any hesitation I escort her to police station so that she can talk to her mother,I really wanted her to get back well with her mother because I knew one day I will come and ask for a hand in marriage,but on police station everything went bad on me I got alot of abusive words but I decided to be silent since I love her .so they took her home by force but with the help of her brother wife's we used to meet on a public place on secret days and I was happy,one day she told me that she wanted us to break up and she wanted to go back to her mother so I didn't deny her decision because I respected her .on that time I was going under stress almost to a point to be a depressed soul ,so after one month I went to mosque and ask ALLAH please help me and I started praying every day at mosque because I felt much better,on December I converted without telling my parents up to know I haven't, though I was happy on being a muslim.Till today I still have her memories though I don't want to see her since she went back to her ex and I realized also she was playing on. Me ,I have never healed up to today I always ask myself where did I go wrong,but what's paining me is that I had to accept the situation I found myself but one day everything is going to be okay,I hope one day I Will still be able to love someone's daughter,I don't trust any girl in my life , because I always think about her