i have a crush on a boy in my math class and I rlly hope he likes me to (if your name is everardo, you play soccer, and you go to walker middle it's you) <3

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i have a crush on a boy in my math class and I rlly hope he likes me to (if your name is everardo, you play soccer, and you go to walker middle it's you) <3

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