What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
I currently have COVID and I’m quarantined in my room. I’m boosted and everything so I don’t have any symptoms after the original day, but I have been testing positive that it’s assumed I’ll have to wait the whole two weeks. I sit in my room alone, all day. I cry because I am so stressed with how much I’m missing at school and the fact that I’ll miss my sister’s graduation and party. They’re going to go to a restaurant with all my extended family I haven’t seen in a long time, and I just will sit at home. It’s selfish, but I just really want to go and see my sister give her graduation speech. I am missing work in school I don’t even know how I’ll be able to makeup and none of my teachers are responding. No one even comes by my small room door to even talk to me so I just sit alone and cry or sleep. I can hear my family having so much fun, when I am basically starving myself because it’s too embarrassing to ask for food. Plus my room is very small so I’m hardly moving so I’m not even hungry anyways. I feel claustrophobic and helpless, it’s stupid. I just want to hug someone or talk to someone, I feel like I’ll just die here and no one will care.
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