When I was younger I wasn’t never taught right and wrong due to my mom never really never really being present, she was/is a meth addict and spent most of her time away or sleeping but anyway.my brothers and I were playing a game in our basement(this was the first and only time we ever did something like this) but the game was that you move around the room and when the light comes on you you just have your shirt up or pants down.( I was 5 at this time) but I had said something like”get nude” which was a new word I learned(but I did no what it meant) but I guess my moms boyfriend heard me say that and called me upstairs. I was up against the wall and he was hovering over me and he asked me what I wanted to know about being nude. I was so scared I was in trouble and I didn’t know what to say so I told him “what it’s like” he asked if I wanted to stay and watch him play video games and I said yes. After a few minutes he took me out to the garage to “show me something” he sat down and pulled out his thing and told me to suck it, when I just stood there he explained to me ‘like a bottle’ and pushed me down. So I did it. A few weeks later my brothers and I are watching a movie with him when one of my brothers say he is cold so my moms bf tells me to come with him to get a blanket he brought me downstairs into a room and had me bend over where he put it in me. It was very painful and I bled, which he said was just his finger bleeding. I have never told a single person this ever.