I was r@ped multiple times by the same guy at 17 and lied to everyone saying we were in a happy relationship because I didn’t want anyone to think any less than me. I pushed everyone away and isolated myself because I felt like I deserved it. Had a pregnancy scare after one of the times and had readied myself to run away from everyone and raise the baby in some other state. I never To this day I can’t bring myself to tell my dad that I was raped multiple times because he already feels horrible that he wasn’t there to stop what he believes is the only time. The boy that raped me was 21 and told me it’s because I’m so mature yet innocent.

So when i was younger my parents got divorced and i didnt know why my mom didnt want to tell me why my parents broke up becuase she didnt want me to think different of my dad but when i got older i noticed my dad was very rude to my mom about things but then a year after they broke up my dad got a girlfriend and my mom got a boyfriend and my moms now engaged and we would see my dad gf and her 2 kids all the time until covid came then we didnt see them for about a year then we saw them and it was kind of weird then like 2 months later we saw them again and seince then we have not seen them and ive seen my dad texing other women and saying i love you and i relized hes cheating on his gf and other people and its still going on and thats when i relized why my parents broke up

• August 1, 2023