My life started going downhill in 2020 pre pandemic. COVID was honestly the least of my concerns. I’ve kept it all to myself bc I don’t want to burden anyone and I don’t feel comfortable opening up to ppl. I was 13 when the problems began and I’ll be 16 this year. At 14 I started to get thoughts that I shouldn’t have been having like suicidal stuff . I’ve also heavily considered running away from home bc then I’d still be away from the problems but not be dead yk? I don’t want to die but I kinda hate living too. It seems stupid but idk how else to explain it. I want to get help and go to therapy or something but I’m Latina and my parents don’t really care much abt mental health and whatnot. That’s it, I just needed to vent ig.