its me again, it's about my cousin again. a couple weeks ago i was about to cut my wrist. i didn't know whether to do it or not because ive heard some people say it relieves some stress but i thought my family would find out since i don't have many long sleeve shirts and they would question me if i wore sweaters a lot. i was in my room and was about to do it but then my same cousin came in my room and hugged me because her and my aunt just stopped by and the first thing she did was come up to my room. i kind of felt like crying at that moment but i couldn't cause she seemed so happy to see me because i was always busy with school.