my dad basically starves me knowing i have an eating disorder and i wanna confront him but im scared to because he hit me alot when i was younger. When i say he starves me i mean he knows i have issues with eating and if i eat a texture or taste i dont like i throw up and when i eat i always feel sick to stomach no matter what im eating so if i eat even a little too much i throw up. He knows that cause i trustes him with it even after he yelled at me for being trans. He now refuses to buy me food, throws away my foods specifically for me when people buy me foods and never tells me when hes made food. Not to mention he rarely cooks and i normally have to cook for my sisters so they dont end up the way i did. But recently theres been literally nothing i can eat. And when he goes to the store i send him with a list and he tries to tell me i didnt. But he gets pissy when i bring it up. I haven't told my mom i have an eating disorder because she struggled when she was younger and shell probably end up blaming herself. What should i do?

I am 13 and I hate my parents. My mom is a religious woman. She always talks about me checking my heart or getting my life in check with God. I am not a Christian like her but I can't tell her because she would kill me (not literally). Recently, my mom got mad at me and tried to push down the stairs. My dad came running up and asked whay happened and my mom claimed I was throwing clothe hangers at her, which I never did such thing. My dad always takes her side and I hate it. Another time, I slipped on ice and ran into my dad car door, ACCIDENTALLY slamming his head in it. My dad picked me up by my shirt and slammed me on the car I still have bruises. My parents favrotize my older sister (we will call her Jamie) and my younger sister (we will call her Kelly). Kelly hits me and punches me all the time and even if my parents see it, they y'all at me for starting a fight. Jamie is also religious so they thunk she is perfect. I have an older sister (we will call her Kiara). Kiar is my beat friend. She isn't religious and she isn't a jerk like the rest of my family. My mom HATES kiara because I look up to her. My dad loves er nut because of my mom I don't get to see her very often. I have almost committed because I can't handle my family.

• July 24, 2023