I’m bisexual and I have the biggest crush on my friend but I know she would never go for me because she has a boyfriend even tho he treats her like shit she still stays with him and I want to do stuff with her but I know she does not think of me that way. I also have a crush on this really cute guy but he barely pays attention to me and he is so fucking hot and I just want to kiss him but I can’t even tho he’s single I think he doesn’t like me that way I don’t even know if we’re friends. Anyway I just needed to tell someone

This isn’t necessarily a deep dark secret in anyway, but it’s one I have to get off my chest. I have been burdened with it for 4 years now. I’ve known my bestfriend since I was born, and we always told eachother everything. We’re still bestfriends, we just don’t talk as much as we used to. I’ve liked him for a while but I never said anything because I didn’t think things would work out, and then I’d just end up losing my bestfriend. He told me a few months ago he started seeing this girl- who is now his girlfriend. Ever since he told me, it’s like I can barely look at him. I love him so much and he doesn’t even know, it makes my heart sink. How could I love someone so much and them not even know?

• July 22, 2023