I have always been my dad's favorite and had the best relationship with him, but from age 7-9 I was ***ed by him he also did my sister. Now my sister absolutely hates him same with my whole family but I still love him (not like that) but I still think he's out father, I think that he is just like mentally insane or something but he went to jail for two years and now is back in his birth country but am I the asshole for still liking my father even tho we are losing the house got like 45 different mental issues, now and I have had something personal taken away from me? Now I realize why I was his favorite bc while we would watch soccer bc that's all he did, he would do things. And in court he pretend that he could not speak English so he didn't have to speak Infront if the judge. He put us through so much for his needs and put my mom and is through hell and back, it's not easy pretending to be happy. Well it's been 3 years since it last happened!! Ok,I'm 12 today it has been the worst 3 years bc of him. Am I in the wrong for still not blaming him?