One time when I was 8 my brother who is normally really mean to me was started to behave to nice to me. He wanted to hug me and made me feel loved. I was excited because he didn't do this because at the time he was 12 and "too cool to be seen with me". My mom would often go out for hours leaving us home alone. Which is when my brother would sit super close to me and put his hand next to my thighs. One day he told me we wanted to show me something and showed me porn. He said he hoped to gain a relationship like that one day. He then turned to me and touched my leg and said "That's what real siblings do". Luckily my mom came home before anything happen. But then next time she left he asked me to do him a favor and masturbate. Being 8 he told me what it was because I didn't know. And told me to try it in the bathroom. So i went and I didn't do it but told him I did. He then got curious and asked how it felt. When i denied his question he proceeded to touch me and even at one point got aggressive and even ripped off my shirt. He then tried to touch me there and even "lick it". But then my mom came home. He did this often until the summer was over. Eventually he gave up trying and tried to pay me to do things. He was only nice to me when he wanted sexual things. And to this day im scared of him when hes "nice." Im too scared to tell my mom because its been years and I realized what he did was wrong to late. Im worried my mom wont believe me because i waited so long and because my brother is "the golden child". The only good thing about all of this is I live with another family member (not my mom) and so does my brother so I rarely see him. Thankfully.