everyone brushes off my feelings and people don’t take time to ask me how i feel, even my best friends. and when i do things they criticize me and tell me i’m stupid or that it’s a bad decision. (for example) i was best friends with this guy and then we started dating, shortly after he left me for someone else. honestly i’m over the situation and it doesn’t even hurt anymore, i think because we were friends before, it’s just hard for me to still be upset about it. i really miss him and want to be his friend again (and he’s reached out to me) but my best friends won’t let that happen. like they have literally threatened me and him. they call him names and tell me i’m stupid. it really upsets me. i wish they could just support me with everything i do. i get that they want to help me and keep me from getting hurt, but i think it hurts more when they do that to me. i know this sounds dramatic but it’s a lot. they literally make me feel so stupid for missing him and make me feel stupid for every decision i make on my own. and it’s taken a while for me to become independent enough to even have my own thoughts. i just wish they could see it really bothers me.